I’m sorry for being a bitch.

I rent a room in an old three-story house along with several other college students. There are only two rooms in the attic, one is mine, and the other is currently rented by a new freshman since last August. Let’s name him, Nerd. That’s what I call him anyway. He’s kind of an awkward guy and I never really respected him.

As you guys probably know, it was the Superbowl last week and we threw an insane party. Everyone got drunk and near the end of the party we decided to play Truth or Dare when there was only about 14 people left. Unfortunately, one drunk guy decided to have Nerd join in as well.

So we played Truth or Dare and the typical perverted shenanigans ensued. When it was Nerd’s turn to spin the bottle, it landed on me, and I decided to pick dare. “Oohhhh, sheeeeet!”, “Tell her to suck your dick”, “Tap that ass mothafuckaaaaa”, etc. etc. Those were just some of the comments that all the drunk clowns suggested to Nerd.

Nerd was all red and nervous and finally blurted out “I dare you to strip naked.”

Everybody cheered but for some reason I erupted and just decided to berate Nerd. “Hell no. Go fuck yourself kid. How about you move the fuck out instead. Nobody here likes you. Oh damn, maybe I should have picked ‘Truth’ instead cause I just dropped a big one.”

Everyone laughed it off but it was obvious that I hurt him.

Throughout the week I noticed that Nerd always had his door shut. This was strange because he never does that. He has lived here for over 6 months now and he always keeps his door open even when he sleeps.

I knew that this was my fault and I started to feel really guilty for it. So on Thursday, I knocked on his door and decided to see what was up. “Hey. I noticed that you’ve been locking yourself in there. Are you alright?”… “It’s my fault isn’t it?”… “Listen, I apologize for yelling at you like that. None of what I said is true. I promise.”

He assured me that I didn’t do anything wrong. “Everything is cool, don’t worry about me. I should be the one apologizing cause I dared you to do that you know.”, he said.

And for the first time ever, I gave him a hug, then left.

The next day his old habit of leaving the door open has returned.

What I decided to do next is still very puzzling to me. Maybe it’s because I will be graduating in 3 months and moving very far away? Maybe it’s because I really wanted to pay for my sins? Maybe I’m just kinky and wanted to submit to a man. I haven’t had a boyfriend in a year. So maybe that’s why?

Here’s a re-enactment of what I did on Friday night: http://imgur.com/a/uOKgy

I stripped naked and walked into his room.

“Hey… you wanted me strip naked for you right? Happy?”… “Listen, I’m sorry for being a bitch.”… “If you ever need anything, just let me know.”

I turned around and walked back to my room. He was speechless.

Saturday was unbelievably tense and awkward. In a good way. We were hanging out with the other tenants downstairs and my attitude is more accommodating now. I’m glad I did it and I’m excited to see what’s gonna happen next.

EDIT: Tried to add a F/M tag in the title. Can’t figure out how. So sorry.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/45ppxw/im_sorry_for_being_a_bitch

26 comments

  1. Damn, I’d say you made up for it. That’s the college fantasy I always wanted but never got. You’re doing the Lord’s work kid.

  5. You’re still a bitch. But I’m glad you at least have the self awareness and decency to recognize that you hurt another human, and try to make up.

  6. Damn that was hot. I hope there is more so you can post. I bet he beats off thinking of you now.

  8. You’re still a bitch, that doesn’t make up for it. You treated him like trash for no reason.

  10. You should let him fuck you for being such a bitch. In fact let him have the butthole.

  13. Maybe you call him by an insulting nickname because you actually want his attention. Maybe you realized he’s likely going places and you aren’t. Maybe calling someone a nerd in college–an environment where academics are pursued competitively–makes you sound like an idiot. Maybe new names popped up for you after the party, none too flattering. Maybe this reads like a draft of Big Bang Theory and it never happened. Maybe it did.

    All I know is, now you owe him.

  14. If he’s lucky he can lick your pussy. If he’s really good you grant him more attention. Fuck it. Why stop being a bitch?

  16. I am pumped up to see what happens next as well. It seem like you might have to escalate though.

  17. The fact is you made fun of him in public and apologised in private. If you wanna even things you need to apologise in public. Go on a date with him I suppose.

  18. Hot story. Hope there’s a sequel. Bitchiness can add an edge to sexual tension and that comes across well in what you wrote. It doesn’t define you as a person. Looks like it’s a way to deal with feelings that you aren’t supposed to have, like wanting a man to take control of you.
    Nerd has probably been picked on his whole life. If I were him, I would add this to my very short list of experiences that no one would believe. He wanted to see you naked. He got to see you naked. As long as you don’t feel ashamed of that…you actually did something nice for him.
    And it looks like you enjoy the tension it created. I wonder what Nerd thinks. Please find out and let us know!

  19. Here is a nerd’s point of view. I am one. I’m cool with it and always have been. I’ve even been called it by a stripper.

    First of all you’re a bitch. I tried to add your picture to the Wikipedia bitch page but the bots caught me. Oh well.

    Second; he will probably be far more successful in life than you are. Because you’re judging someone by the way they act, not who they are. And you won’t and haven’t even taken the time to get to know him.. Not a habit successful people go down. He took the high road and just rolled it off; so he’s already on a better path than you.

    You should probably cut him a bit of slack most likely it’s his first time living alone, maybe in a town with little to no friends outside of who he has met. Instead you just call him nerd vs trying to get to know him.

    I hope he doesn’t fuck you; or give you the time of day. That way you can know what it’s like to get turned down by a nerd to had the chance but has enough self respect to not fuck a bitch even if it’s an easy fuck.

    Btw .. you mention you’ve been single for a year .. Doesn’t matter how hot you are.. if you’re a bitch no guy will want you. Oh and do some squats.. that ass is flat!

    You posted in the wrong subreddit btw.. this really belongs in TIFU .. because there isn’t anything remotely hot about this story. It’s frankly just sad.

  20. > “Hey… you wanted me strip naked for you right? Happy?”

    Yeah, you’re still being a real mean person and not treating “nerd” with any respect as a human being.

    First, you refer to him here as “nerd”. Do I need to explain how that doesn’t move us to believe you are not really a bitch?

    Second, you decided to play Truth or Dare knowing the rules and choosing “dare” only to freak out because someone dared you to do something pretty tame. Co-Ed college kids playing Truth or Dare? Yes, there will be nudity or sexual comments. Get real, sister.

    Lastly, you did the passive aggressive thing when you stripped and walked into his room. Trying to make him feel guilty for YOU being naked (something you told him violently that you didn’t want to do and that he should feel bad for suggesting DURING A GAME OF TRUTH OR DARE!). “YOU HAPPY NOW!!!” Not sexy. Not friendly. Just mean.

    You have some real issues (if you are real) with sex, with judging people, and treating people with respect.

    Or, maybe I’m full of shit.

  23. Thanks for all the replies and PM’s. Everything seems to be back to normal over here and I think that my relationship with him has actually improved a little.

    However, a lot of people here don’t seem to think that my ‘apology’ was sufficient. I don’t really know what I should do next or if I should even do anything and just try to move on.

    I’m open to ideas.

  25. A lot of overly angry mofos in here. Who hurt you guys? Clearly what OP did was terrible. But she’s 23. And the fact that she apologized and realizes what she did, we can forgive her now and let her live. Chill the fuck out people.

    “To err is human. To forgive is divine.”

  26. I think we all agree the only possible way to make up for it is to post more nudes of yourself.

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