I [28F} returned to a Vegas sex club to have sex with 4 hot guys in front of an audience.

The words from someone who witnessed my gone wild night are still hard to comprehend. Those words are “You took over 2 feet of cock inside of your body at once.” I hadn’t really thought about it that way. It wasn’t until a few days after that I realized he was right. More on that later.

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Writing this has not been easy. I’ve started and stopped dozens of times since that late November night. But the time has come to share my thoughts. My feelings, my experience and yes, my inner desires that we all seem to try to keep deep down inside, tucked away afraid to experience it or even think about it. Thanks to all who encouraged me to write this even if I need to gloss over many of the details unable to articulate them since so much of this experience from my point of view is a bundle of intense feelings desires and not about the movements.

The week or so following my experience I my mind and body was flooded with many emotions and feelings. There were times my body ached for attention. A hug, a kiss and yes.. sex. To be honest there was an overwhelming desire to be fucked again like that night. I felt empty. Incomplete. A burning desire that could only be filled by being touched, licked, fucked and dominated again but I didn’t give into. I’d wake up with my pussy completely wet at 3AM or I’d be at work at 3PM in the afternoon and a sudden wave would come across me of desire and need. It wasn’t a conscious thought but suddenly I was aroused. My body would just suddenly respond to something that wasn’t there. I did nothing to fulfill these feelings (with anyone else) but I did at times take matters into my own hands so to speak.

But with the highs came the lows. Intense loneliness and a feeling of despair. How I felt completely broken and used. After a week I realize that both these highs and lows were from going from complete sensory overload to what felt like sensory deprivation. I had been the center of attention with every inch of my body explored, filled and stimulated to cold turkey and a complete lack of physical and emotional connection. I was going through withdrawals of some sort. And I made a mistake of skipping the after care that was offered. Big mistake.

To continue, this wasn’t my first time experience at the Vegas club. But that previous experience was a distant memory. I wrote about my first club experience in [this post] (https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/3nv3hw/vegas_sex_club_my_28f_experience_as_a_sex_slave/)

Unlike last time when I agreed to have sex in front of an audience out of part desperation and part desire, this time when the offer came I said yes more out of desire than anything. Yes there was the money that would come in handy as I head back to school to finish a masters program. But this time my mind was mainly focused on the physical and emotional experiences of it all. The draw of being with a group of guys who were not only attractive, but who seemed to know the secret of my body and mind was too much to pass up.

Things started very different from last time. This time I was clothed as 4 tall and incredibly handsome sexy men caressed my hands, my arms, my face. Light kisses on my cheeks. My lips. As I stood there their hands seemed to be everywhere. Touching me suggestively but innocently. Sort of like my 16 year old boyfriend who touched me everywhere except the naughty parts teasing me.

One of the four guys touching me unbuttoned my shirt while another slipped my underwear off from under my short skirt. It felt like they were teasing me not touching my chest, my pussy or my ass. Hands ran up between my legs, over my stomach and everywhere but where I wanted them. I was anticipating their touch and it wasn’t happening. I was ready to have sex before it began. The anticipation of preparation of the night brought me to the edge of readiness. Foreplay wasn’t necessary but foreplay is a huge part of the show and the experience.

It’s funny how quickly my mind blocked out the 250+ people watching our every move. Even as the rest of my clothing was removed, I felt no feelings of shyness. I felt like the sexiest girl alive as my body enjoyed every touch of the 4 guys around me while many watched us.

Before too long I was guided to the plush bed and they help me lay on my back. The lights were warm shining upon me as my legs were gently spread. With very little warning a face was thrust between my legs and a warm tongue found its target followed by another and then another taking turns all with their unique style but each pushing me to the inevitable.

I wish I could write the details about the sex. I’ve tried to put myself there in that position and to feel and experience it again. Honestly after that first orgasm hit me with a face buried between my legs and 3 other guys kissing or caressing my body, after that is mostly a fog of intensity. So this is all I can really share. It’s not every detail that some will want to hear from me but it’s the emotions, feelings, and explanation of what it’s like to feel what happened.

There are no words to describe what it’s like to have 4 guys touching every part of your body. Worshipping and seducing you in a way that you don’t feel worthy of. Why me I wondered. Feeling your body accept and welcome it all, wanting it, anticipating and still being surprised by it all because it feels like more than you can take and more that you built up in your mind if that’s possible. Feeling those first waves of an intense orgasm that comes from your body being touched in so many places at once. The penetration of guys who are larger than you are used to. 7”, 8” and even 9” going deeper than you are accustomed. Thicker than normal stretching your body if only temporarily but at the time feels like you will never be the same. That feeling of 3 huge guys pushing you to your limits as each is inside of you at the same time moving together but separately conspiring at times to all push into you at the same time as you hear unconscious heavy breathing and moans of approval coming from your own body that you have no control over. Over 2 feet of mind blowing raw sex pushed deep into your butt, pussy and mouth all invading you as if going as deep into you as possible is their explicit mission. My mind and body accepting and yet desiring each and every inch mixed with pleasure, pain and desire. The feeling of every inch and constant attention and stimulation as now there is no space between orgasms and your body hits a plateau of complete bliss. It’s a constant and each second maintains that level. The intensity of and desire of each guy as they near letting go pushing into you with more energy and raw physicality. The emptiness as they pull out of you and now taking you on their own now dominating you and controlling you as their energy and desire are felt in every thrust as the others watch and encourage. Their orgasms flooding your body as each desires to push their cum deeper than the last. Your body wanting it in some primal way. Mind and body completing accepting, submissive and unable to hold or push back the onslaught of it all. And after it ends there is a relief coupled with an intense loneliness and void that wavers between complete and utter bliss and an emptiness greater than words can explain.

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I can’t really expand upon it more than that. Some want a play by play. This to me is how I can capture the experience so I’m sorry for not being able to go into more detail.

And yes I’ve been back to the club again. My first time was in 2014 and I also went in November 2015 (this story) and again in January 2016. I have no plans to go back but I also am not avoiding it. School is my focus now as I work towards completing my masters program.

Many have asked how to visit the club to watch or even be in a show like me. I can make an introduction but I don’t have any say in who gets selected. Honestly the club is made up of very wealthy people who pays a couple thousand dollars to go. If you are truly interested, I can try to make an introduction but as of now they aren’t accepting new patrons since their membership if full.

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