the [F]irst time i was submissive, i wrote it all down so i would never forget.

my phone vibrated. “i’m parked” it read.
i looked out my bedroom and immediately panicked because i thought my roommate was home, but then i saw his feet. he parked in the wrong spot.

“hi! i see you!” i squeaked through the window.

“hey, what’s up!”

“can you park in the other spot please?”

“no…. yes! sorry! i’ll be right back”

so i walked down the stairs and opened the door just as he was walking up. he is about my height, slender, and adorable. his dimples are to die for and the way he carries himself is full of humble confidence.

he held out his hand to shake mine, “it’s nice to meet you”
and i laughed, “you’re really gonna shake my hand right now? hug me!”

he smelled so good.

“this is my home!”
“cozy”
“well, it’s actually my roommates. i just live here”
“it’s very cute i like it”

and we went upstairs.

we sat on my bed for about 15 minutes and just casually chatted; he kept scooting closer to me. at one point we were staring into each others eyes. and he just put his hand on my face and kissed me.
instant fire.

“i’m going to be good with you.” he said.
“okay, me too. do you want to watch a movie or something?”
“yeah that sounds good!”

we turned on netflix and chose a movie, we lasted about 5 minutes into it before i was looking at him, staring, searching his eyes. he got the hint. he grabbed my face and kissed me, softly and sweetly at first. then grabbed my face with two hands and pulled himself into me.

we kissed passionately and he sat up, in between my legs, rubbing my hips and legs.
“can i take these off?”
“yes”
“are you sure?”
“yes”

he kissed my belly, my hips, and then slowly spread my legs apart and kissed my lips and dove into me.

i had his hair in my hand and he was pushing his tongue inside me; burying his face.

he came up after a while and said “i want you so bad. you are so fucking sexy and you taste so good”
“thank you, do i?”
“mhmm” he sort of growled. “i want you”
“i want you too.” i pulled him up to me so i could kiss him and taste myself. his face was covered in my pussy nectar. i licked and kissed all around his mouth to clean him up a bit. he was moaning.
“okay, are you sure?”
i nodded and smiled.
“this is a very unsexy question but do you have any condoms?”
“no, i don’t”
“i think i might have some in my car, should i go look?”
“yes”
“i guess i should put my clothes back on then”
he puts his hat on and stands up.
he is picturesque in his boxer briefs and baseball cap.
so handsome. so soft.

we go downstairs and he meets my roommate. he comes back in and we go upstairs. he follows behind me with his hand on my ass.

we get back to my bed and he unbuckles his belt.
“oh are you gonna strip for me?”
“yes, if that’s what you want?”
“i do”
he drops his shorts down and takes his shirt off and slowly takes his underwear off.
his dick is hard.
“your turn”
“oh, okay… i’m just gonna stay right here..”
“oh i’ll take these off for you”
i lay back and he takes my leggings off again.
“you are so beautiful”

he puts the condom and and slides into me.
i gasp as he fills me up.
i imagine my eyes are burning with hunger.
he’s sweet at first, kisses me as he’s thrusting. moved my hair out of my face and caressed my cheek.
“you like that?”
“yeah” i moan.
“good, i wasn’t planning on this but i’m so glad you let me in”
“me too”
he thrusts into me and i’m getting close, i grab his back with my nails and silently cum on his cock.
“did you just cum baby? that was fast wasn’t it?”
“yeah” i moan
“yeah, i know. good. good girl. you need to announce to me when you cum, do you understand?”
“yes.”
he is still inside me.

he continues to softly thrust into me, his hands pin my arms down as he starts to speed up, stronger, deeper, longer thrusts.

“choke me.” i gasp.
“are you sure?”
“yes. please.” i beg
he wraps his hand around my neck and i instantly feel myself about to cum.
“i’m gonna cum, please don’t stop”
he slaps me in the face, forcefully but not hard.
i instantly fall to pieces under him.
my breathing is more like panting. my heart is beating. i can’t catch my breath as my entire body shivers and quakes.
“good girl.”
i cum again.
“that’s it, easy now. relax. are you okay?”
“yes” i start to catch my breath and slow my breathing.
“what do you say?”
“thank you?”
“for what?”
“for making me cum”
“good girl. i expect you to express gratitude every time. do you understand?”
“yes.”
“good.”
he is still inside me.

he starts slowly again i’m still pinned down.
slap. i smile.
“oh you like that?”
“i do.” i say, grinning.
“good.” he slaps me again.
the intensity of my hunger only grows. i am getting more wet that i already was.

he slaps me harder, i cum again. thank him and catch my breath.

“bend over the bed”
i listen and climb down to my knees as he rubs my ass.
“jesus. your ass is so nice”
i kind of wiggle it, “thank you” i giggle.

he kind of grabs my hair as he enters me from behind.
“fuck, this is so good. you are trouble.”

he thrusts hard and fast, my hair in his grip. i can feel my ass bouncing off his body.
“can i cum inside you?”
“yes, please do it baby”

he does one last, deep thrust and explodes (in the condom) inside me.

he takes the condom off and lays down on my bed to catch his breath. his cock is still hard so i crawl up to him and lick it. he moans, approvingly.

i start to take him in my mouth; licking, sucking, using my hand to rub him and his balls. there is spit all over his shaft, all over my face. i’m slurping and loving every second of him in my mouth.

“fuck. you’re gonna make me cum again. can i cum in your mouth?”
“mhmm” i moan with him in my mouth.

i start sucking harder and faster, shoving his cock down my throat.

“are you ready? take it all” he explodes in my mouth. i feel his cock pulsing inside my lips. he tastes so good. i swallow and sit up. i wipe my mouth and smile at him.

his face looks like he is searching for something in my eyes, he is happy. he is relieved. he is satisfied. he sits up, grabs my face and kisses me.
“thank you.” he whispers.
“you’re welcome”

we lay in bed. naked and chatting. talking about our sexual history, our experience, what we are looking for.

“i am impressed. you were much more submissive than i imagined”
“yeah, me too. i didn’t think i’d be this way”
“you’re like a ball of clay i can mold”
“i am” i nod excitedly.
we kiss. fire again.

“do you wanna take a shower with me?”
“what?” i laughed.
“i know you just took one but i got kinda sweaty and i wanna take a shower but i want you to take a shower with me”
“yeah, lets do it”

after we get out we just lay down again, naked. talking.

“i don’t have much time, i wish i would have known we were going to be intimate because i would have blocked out more time for you.”
“it’s okay, we didn’t know it was going to be like this”
“you’re right” he said. “plus, we don’t have to do everything the first night.”

we are silent for a moment. looking at each other.

“what?” i ask.

“i’m just trying really hard not to fuck you again”

“you don’t have to, i want you to”

“yeah? i don’t want to be too loud because your roommate”

“i can be quiet”

“okay, i want to try something with you, okay? let me know at any point of you don’t like it”

“okay”

“bend over the bed and put your face down. don’t look up”

“okay”

“i’m going to spank you, i need you to tell me on a scale of 1-10 if it’s comfortable or the worst pain you’ve ever felt”

“okay. wait…” i crawl over and start to turn music on so it will drown out some of the noise. he starts to pull my hair back towards him. i assume my position. “okay.”

SMACK
“eh, it didn’t really hurt at all”

SMACK
“that was like a 3?”

SMACK
“about a 5”

“really? okay. hold on”
i hear him take his belt out of his shorts, i get more excited.
he lightly tapped me with the belt. i got goosebumps and felt a shiver down my spine.
i loved it.

WHIP
it didn’t hurt, but it was so loud i had to stop him so my roommate sounds hear.

“you can really take a spanking can’t you?”
“mhmm”

“i’m gonna have to go shopping for some tools or else my arm is gonna hurt. is that okay?”

“yes, please.”

“sit up. lay back”

i listen.
“good girl. now open your legs.”

i do.
“wider. good girl. do you like being called names?”
“i don’t know”

“okay, can i try?”
“yes”

SLAP
i grin.
“you like that don’t you? you little slut. it wasn’t hard to get you to spread your legs for me was it?”

“no”

“no, that’s right. you’re a fucking slut and that makes you my good girl, you know that?”

“yes”
SLAP
“i grin again”
“don’t cum unless i tell you to. ask me for permission”
“okay”
SLAP
i grin and giggle.

“you smile. i slap you and you smile. you are a treasure. i am so glad i found you”

“i’m going to cum, may i cum?”

“yes” SLAP
i cum and thank him
“you’re such a whore.”

he gets up and gets dressed.
“we have to do this again very soon.”

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/alxi50/the_first_time_i_was_submissive_i_wrote_it_all