Losing [M]y virginity young

Long time lurker here, hi. I have never really told this story before, but I think it has affected my whole attitude to sex since.

Basically when I was 13 a girl on my street forced me to have sex with her. She was a bit older, maybe 15 and she developed young. I think she had been looking at porn for a long time and was talking about sex all the time. Me and my friends we all learned most of our sexual vocab from her.
Anyway she took a liking to me, and was always talking about how cute and adorable I was (which I hated) and if she wasn’t doing that she was trying to get us all to talk about sex with her. I had seen some porn but the idea of actually having sex was just way off my radar.
I was the summer and I grew up in the countryside with not much to do and literally no parental supervision. I was home alone playing video games when she turned up. We sat together while I played and she complained about how bored she was.
Then she tried to get the conversation onto sex. She was asking me questions about how big my dick was, how much I jerked off. Then she was telling me about this guy she had had sex with. I didn’t recognize it at the time but there was that tingly energy in the air, and I remember feeling embarassed that this chat had made me rock hard.
Then she tells me to take my dick out of my shorts and show her. I was embarassed and said no and she said she would show me her breasts if I did. I still didn’t want to do it, and then literally she pulled her panties down and just showed her bare pussy to me. Looking back it was pretty amazing, I remember the dark hair and her lips being quite red. It was now that she started getting aggressive. She said now I had seen hers I had to show her mine. The guilt trick worked and reluctantly I pulled my shorts down and my dick sprung out.
I was hoping that would be the end of it, but then she lay on her back.
‘Put it in me’ she said, and she was already spreading her lips apart, she was even more bright red inside.
‘Do it you fucking pussy’ she was yelling and I just remember feeling like I had no choice to make this stop. So I moved over and just sort of pushed the head of my cock into the space between her hips.
This next bit I remember vividly. My head made contact with her vulva and it was so hot and wet, not at all what I thought it would be. My cock just slipped into her. I pulled it out again and she was already pulling at my hips trying to get me back in.
‘Put it in me come on’ she said, so I did. But she was so wet I kept slipping out. ‘Come on!’ she was getting frustrated. I pushed in again but harder and then kept doing that. She suddenly closed her eyes and started making this moaning sound I had never heard a girl make before. I must have been able to thrust one or two more times before this feeling began rising in the shaft of my cock. This wave of amazing hot pleasure I had never experienced before and within another second my hips bucked and I ejaculated inside her, making noises myself.
‘Wait did you cum inside me?’ she said sitting up. I didn’t say anything; My cock slipped out along with white clumps of my semen.
She didn’t say anything after that. She went to the bathroom came back a few minutes later and we went back to my video games. At some point she told me not to tell anyone or she would kill me, and after that she left.

So yeah that’s how that happened. It took me years to process it and made me into a hyper sexual person. I’m 30 now and have had lots of sexual adventures. This has felt good to share, if you guys like I might share another. Thanks for reading.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/aliec5/losing_my_virginity_young