[FM] Met up with a local sadist a few days ago, wrote this when I got home (no sex) (BDSM) (degradation) (impact play) (spanking)

AirBNB

I got there before he did, after driving over an hour as a ball of anxiety. I let myself in and looked around, it was nice, but hearing the footsteps above unnerves me for a second. I hear someone playing Hot Cross Buns on a recorder and start laughing to myself. I strip down and sit in a cold chair in the corner, shivering until I hear a car pull up. I remind myself to breathe.

He walks in, we exchange pleasantries as he gets himself situated. He tells me to get on the floor, I comply and kneel on the cold, stone floor. He sits down and tells me to come over. I laughed and said I was comfortable where I was, and he reminded me my instructions were to untie his shoes with my teeth…..which I had blanked on. The first hard slap across the face ensued, and I’m relieved his shoes aren’t double knotted. I get one done, and he asks me to review my safe phrases. I laugh, slow down is “I’m a worthless pussy.” He asks for the stop phrase, I say “Nobody loves me.” and go for the second shoe. He grabs me by my hair and slaps my face hard repeatedly. I was wrong and was struggling to grasp the phrase, while I hoping to not have a split lip for work. “Nobody WILL EVER love me?” I sputter and he releases me for the second shoe.

He then has me crawl across the room on my hands and knees a few times while hitting my ass, then up on top of the bed. From crawling across the floor twice, I already see a bruise forming under my knee. I semi struggle as he ties my hands to my ankles, and get more face slaps and hard punches in the back. We hear footsteps above and I’m gagged with socks. I’m told to arch my back and lift my ass up, then the shoehorn hits begin. They’re a lot harder than what I’m used to, and I can’t stay in position, I flip around like a fish, and my sweaty hand pops out of the bondage. I keep fighting to annoy him and see what happens, more face slaps and punches….. and then….a nipple clamp. I have crazy sensitive nipples, this disarms me, I cringe, freeze and actually listen at that point.

He keeps reminding me to be quiet, which is extremely difficult for me, but I do my best. A couple of times, I’d yelp, we’d hear footsteps above, and would both freeze staring at the ceiling.

As he’s hitting me, he tells me, “I thought you were tougher, this is disappointing.” To which I said “I TOLD you!” More hits with the shoehorn, the bed he’s going to sleep in is now covered in my sweat, spit, and juices. He took the nipple clamp off to give me a little break, untying me, rubbing my arms and legs. I know he can see my self harm scars, and I’m mortified, he now knows how truly weak I am. I’m relieved he doesn’t mention them.

He asks if I need a break, and wanting to prove myself, I say, “No, I’m ok, we can keep playing.” The gag keeps falling out, I get nervous I’m being too loud, and tries a different gag…..the butt plug. I fight it and get slapped and punched, then it jammed into my mouth. He says, “Like a pacifier, since you’re acting like a baby.” It bothers me how much the act turned me on, I’m soaked, and he lets me know. I think I should have brought duct tape or invested in a better gag, since I can’t keep anything in. The plug falls out of my mouth again and he starts to lube it up. He puts the butt plug in my ass now. I keep squirming hard and manage to get it out hands free. More shoehorn hits, I hug my knee to my head as best I can, trying not to cry. I get passed it, and he tells me this was a good first beating.

We wind down, and he holds me on the bed while we talk about real life. I wanted to fall asleep, but since I’m on call for work and My Dom was waiting up to see my marks, I had to make the long drive home. I felt every turn and bump. I usually blast my music loud, but I drove home in mostly silence, reflecting.

That family is probably pissed.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/akic0m/fm_met_up_with_a_local_sadist_a_few_days_ago