[MF] I was kinda forced to sex (no rape or anything)

Hello Reddit,

I want to tell a story that happend 2 years ago in Germany (I’m German too so please excuse me if I make any mistakes)

I was a phd student at a big university and as such I was in charge of a lab full of undergrad students who tried to complete their first practical lab course. There was one “problematic” girl. Relatively pretty and also pretty naughty.

When the course started she attracked attention because she always made ambiguous and naughty comments when speaking with me, which got more on more sexual.

Examples:
Me: “Yeah, in an ionic bond we have only the attraction between the cations and anions. This all about attractions between different charges”
She: “Believe me, I know a lot about attraction”

Besides that she had always problems with the appropriate lab clothing. She loved to dress her sexy which included open shoes (not allowed) or skirts (not allowed).

This was going on some time until she stayed late to make more advances. I don’t speak about “Let’s drink a coffee”. She offered sex straightforward. I said that I had a girlfriend and besides that I must not sleep with one of my students. I relied on my authority and said to her, that I never want to hear any such advances by her.

Of course she didn’t stop. She still made this ambiguous comments even in front of other people. So one day I said it is enough and I informed boss of this whole practical course. And he spoke with her.

After that it got better. She still made some comments here and then but it wasn’t to bad.

The came the party. After the lab course is over it is a tradition to have a big party with the students and us supervisors.

And of course she went all in. She was always in my vicinity. Made those comments. Tried to establish body contact etc. etc.

At some point in the evening I went to the roof lab (It is an open air lab at our roof for night experiments but it is mainly used to smoke there) to smoke. After 2 minutes or so she stoof there. I said: “Miss XXX, (we had to call them by their last name) you must not be here, this isn’t allowed for students”. She just said “I don’t care, I want to smoke a cigarette”.

I don’t wanted to make a big scene out of it and allowed her to lit her cigarrete but it was too long until she said this: “Besides that I saw that you have gone upstairs and I thought this is a good chance. We still have to pay a bill (German idiom: Ein Rechnung begleichen. “to settle an old score”)”
I asked what she means with that and then she came over, started to grop me between the legs and said something like “You know what, we still have to fuck”.

I pushed her away but she didn’t care, she came back. I said asked her if she don’t remember what the boss said but she said that the course is over and she didn’t care anymore.

I still tried to fend her off but at one point she took my hand and put it under her skirt. She was not wearing any panties. At exact this point my brain shut off. It really felt like it. I transformed from “Stop that” to “Let’s fuck”. At first I fingerbanged her, then she blew me, and the I banged her against the wall.

It was short but intense. After that on the way down I said nothing while she said things like “It was about time”.

Then I heard nothing of her for about three month. After this time I recived a facebook mail from her where she insulted me in this kind of way: I should know my place. I should not play hard to get. I had no chance resisting hear and I were an idiot for try. Stuff like that.

Two things about that:

1) I think often about that. One the one hand it was hot as fuck. I never experienced to be wanted sexually that bad. But on the other hand I have to ask myself how I could give in to that. I mean it was really like my brain stopped at that moment. I always thought I would never cheat. I never flirted with other women. I never responded flirty if women tried to flirt with me. But this was way to much.

2) Why did she do what she did? Is that somekind of psychological disorder or something?

PS: Sorry if this is not an extremly erotic story, but I didn’t know where to post it else.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/a6awfz/mf_i_was_kinda_forced_to_sex_no_rape_or_anything