How drinking with my gf and our friends made me[m] a cuck

So my gf and i have been dating for 6 years, im 28 shes 26. we’ve hardly ever fought and were in love.

Shes more of the laidback, not really outgoing type. Anyways we were at a houseparty with a bunch of friends and some people we didnt know. We were having a good time, we were drinking and letting letting loose. Towards the end of the night a few of us sat by the hot tub and played some card games and chatted. Then it turned weird.. We ended up playing truth or dare, while taking shots every few turns. We were all pretty wasted. But i remember my gf Jessica got dared by her bestfriend ashley to remove her top for 30 seconds. I thought for sure she would quit but she did it. I was shocked seeing her standing there exposing her perky tits to some friends of mine and hers.. So a few rounds later i get dared by ashley which scared me because shes crazy. But she dared me to suck her nipple. I was shocked and was about to say i quit when my gf kept demanding me to do it for the fun of the game. So i did. A bit later my friend jake gave out a dare of whoever drew the lowest card in the deck had to jerk him for 10 seconds.. And of course it was my gf. She jerked him and kept saying wow… After the game a few people including me decide to skinnydip in the pool except my gf and another girl. Before i could say anything jake was trying to push her in and she kept fighting him yelling not my clothes. So i watched them wrestle until jake eventually got her clothes off and he grabbed her and jumped in. When we got out i thought it was weird jake order my gf his towel and helped dry her off. A few of us started to smoke and pass it around with a bottle of whiskey. Most people were leaving or saying their goodbyes. My gf was sitting on my lap rubbing my dick over my shorts while ashley was making out with jake. I remember going inside to fuck my gf but couldnt because i had a bit to much to drink and she got mad. As i started packing my things i noticed my gf and ashley dancing with jake. They asked to stay a bit longer which i agreed. I went outside to smoke and when i came in i couldn’t find her. I looked all over and when i went to the guest room i saw ashley standing naked next to jake as he was entering my gf. I gasped and ashley came and grabbed my hand led me to the bed. Sat next to me and jerked me saying things like i heard how bad you are and how average your dick is. She needs this. As soon as he started pounding her and i heard her moan i came so hard. I watched for a bit before walking out.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/a36i4n/how_drinking_with_my_gf_and_our_friends_made_mem