This is how I lost my virginity. [f]

I was a frustrated virgin. I so longed to have sex, but I wasn't sure how to go about it. I'd missed the wild parties of freshman year, and the chance to be wanton with men. I'm not necessarily the most social person in real life, but I wanted a risk, I wanted a fuck.

I made a post on CL, offering my virginity to the faceless strangers of the internet.

For days, I received email upon email. Some men only sent dick pics, which I deleted immediately. If he couldn't be bothered to write anything, then I couldn't be bothered to respond. So I read through every single email. I deleted the ones that were too generic and the ones that seemed to focus more on my appearance.

I selected a guy. I didn't ask his name. All I knew was that he was a virgin, as well. I pictured it poetic, as well as less risky from an STD standpoint. He told me he would pick me up at 8pm at a particular intersection. I gave him my number, went to the intersection, and waited.

I didn't expect him to show up, but he did.

"Hey," he said.

"Hi," was my timid response, and I got into his car. I was shaking. The car ride to the hotel was silent. He went into the front office by himself to pick up the keys while I waited in silent anticipation of the night to come. I was nervous, of course, but also excited to finally lose my virginity. I was eager to see what sex was about. Until now, I'd never seen a penis in real life.

We went into the hotel room in silence. Inside, we made out in an obligatory fashion, he pulled off my shirt and unhooked my bra. My nipples hardened. No man had ever seen my 40Ds, and he looked at them hungrily. He took one in his mouth and sucked. I moaned and loosened my jeans, and he yanked them down. He took off his own clothes as fast as he could before throwing me onto the bed.

His cock was erect. He put it close to my face. I got the cue, and I wrapped my lips around it. He groaned as I clumsily flicked it with my tongue. Up and down, my head went. I wasn't sure if I was doing it right, but judging from the sounds he made, I was doing just fine. He lay back on the bed and took my head in his hands, pushing it back and forth. I took it as deep as I could handle– I didn't want to overexert myself on my first try.

Finally, he flipped me onto my back. He stared at my body and I was acutely aware of my imperfections and the worry that I wouldn't be enough. Still, he said nothing, and wordlessly rolled a condom over his cock. He was indeed a virgin; he lost his bravado for a moment as he fussed with his cock to make sure it went to the right place. I was in the practice of getting brazilian waxes done, so he had an easy view of where to put what.

There was no warning, no gentleness as he plunged into my pussy for the first time. I held my breath as he thrust into me, back and forth. His mouth found my nipple again and sucked it hard. I moaned and arched my back, letting him go even deeper.

I'm not going to lie. It did hurt. My pussy was tight and unused to having anything inside, let alone something that thrust passionately within.

He removed himself, looking torn. "Can I try it without the condom?" he asked.

I thought of the word risk.

"Yes," I whispered. I wasn't on birth control, but the thrill of being full of cum was too much. I longed to have his juice spilling out of my cunt.

Crazed with excitement, he pulled the condom off, repositioned himself, and impaled me on his cock once more.

Unused to having someone on his cock, he didn't last long. He let out a long moan and I felt his cock pulsate within my pussy, filling me with his seed. He rolled onto his back, overwhelmed with sensation.

I felt his juices leak out of my pussy as I, too, lay back on the bed. For better or worse, my virginity was gone.

And I was hungry for more.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/4076em/this_is_how_i_lost_my_virginity_f