Shy submissive girl leading the way for the first time with a very dominating partner [FM]

My partner is a very dominant guy, always leading and initiating the sex between us and I love it but I had this fantasy of making him lose control while I do all the work and lead everything… might not sound like a lot but for me it was because I never believed I can pull it off since I barely have experience and I am very shy but thinking about it always got me very horny so I decided to try.

It all started late at night, we shared a bottle of wine at his place enjoying a movie on the couch. The room was dark and cosy with the only light source being the TV. I went to the bathroom and undressed my bra and panties. I wore a lose blue dress that day and feeling my naked body under the material was getting me horny and inpatient.
I am a petite brunette with blue eyes, a bit on the skinny side. He is much taller than me, dark hair and eyes, in good shape but not straight out of the gym kind of good shape, 8 years older than me with much more experience…
I got back into the room he was having a smoke and focused on the movie. I walked in front of him and my heart was pounding like crazy, I sat on his lap with my knees apart on the couch facing him. He immediately put his free hand on my leg under my dress and I stopped him. He frowned and I started to slowly grind on him, I could feel his dick trough the jeans with my lower lips. The tension started to build up. I moved his hand from under my dress up on my chest between my breasts, I wanted him to feel my heart. “Are you nervous?” He asked me and I nodded my head. It’s a gesture I do a lot when I feel like that and I want him to know but I can’t vocalize it. He once again wanted to take control and I stopped him. I continued the slow movement while I took down his shirt and started kissing his neck making my way up to his ear. He would always kiss and whisper stuff into my ear and it drove me insane and I wanted to do the same. I was too shy to say something right than but I continued to gently press my lips on his lobe, alternating with little bites and moans. I felt his body heating up and his dick getting harder. I stood up and undressed myself. My cheeks were burning but I was determined to make that night diffrent . I told him to get down on his knees and he smiled in a curious way but obeyed. I ran my fingers trough his thick hair while making eye contact and guided his head between my legs. I told him to be gentle. His warm tounge slipped trough my lower lips and I could not hold back my moans. I tried to keep the eye contact but it was so intense seeing him in that position, I can totally understand why he loved when I pleased him in this manner . He got all over my pussy, teasing my clit, sucking on it, going deep to my hole, soft bites, everything he knew I loved but one thing I didn’t want him doing and that was speeding up, and every time he did that, even by little, I would stroke his hair back and he would smirk at me and try again harder so I would also pull harder trying to keep the control on my side. “You are not being good to me” I said “and what will you do about it?” He asked looking up at me . I raised my hand to slap him but I stopped unsure of his limits. He said “go on” and it was the green light I needed. I never slapped anyone before and my hand was shaking. He cursed and smirked at me touching the side of the face that I hit with a bit of sock on his eyes that I actually did it. He got up and grabbed me wanting to bend me over the couch. I said no and started opposing him. “Don’t hold back” he whispered in my ear so I fought my way out of his constrain using my nails, teeth, everything to make him let go. He got his rock hard dick out of the pants and tried to penetrate me from behind but I did my best to resist him. There were minutes of fight play and we were both breathing heavily and heated up, I knew he let me win and I was happy. He told me he can’t go on like this and that he wants to feel me right at that moment. I told him to sit on the couch with the arms behind his back and that if he disobeyed and touched me I would stop everything. He sat down and I gently stroke his dick and by the way he moaned at the least amount of touch it was clear how sensitive it became from all the teasing and anticipation. I got above him in the same position from the beginning with my knees on the couch. I was soaking wet and his dick slipped right in my hole. I started the slow gentle motion like in the beginning this time with him inside me. It felt so good to be in control of the phase and position, we locked each others gaze the whole time. He told me to go faster because he is on the edge of cumming and I said no, he begged me which was very hot and unexpected but I still said no. He tried to take control and I stoped moving , slapped him the second time and told him no! Despite that he grabed my body with both hands and pulled it closer to his and filled me up with all that good warm juice he had to hold in for so long, I felt how my pussy was sucking it all out and I was on the edge too, I pulled his dick away and I started grinding my clit on it with force and in just a few seconds I orgasmed and it hit me hard with spasms. He was taking big gulps of air trough his mouth with the eyes half closed. I loved seeing him like that because of me and I realised I accomplished my goal for that night and he really lost it at the end.

The next day we talked about it and he told me I surprised him in a good way and I blushed with happiness and it gave me confidence to try doing things like this again. What do you guys think? What could I do to make it even better? Feel free to tell me.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/9puj2v/shy_submissive_girl_leading_the_way_for_the_first