[MM] My first Bisexual Experience

The first time I had any real encounter with the same sex was the summer of 2017. I had been single for a long time and had was living in my college’s small town and taking classes over the summer. This was a long dry spell for me probably like four or five months without sex and I was getting pretty anxious and just lacking companionship as well I think.

One day while probably jerking off too much I wandered into the subreddit r/totallystraight … After that, I had my first thoughts of actually thinking the male form as physically attractive to me. It became something that I could look at and appreciate in a new special way. So naturally, I looked up more stuff. Through this and looking at other LGBT subreddit I began to toy with the idea that I could be sexually attracted to both males and females. I still love the female form but now I also found that the male form was extremely sexually striking to me.

Naturally, I wanted to talk to someone about these feelings. I probably should have gone to see a professional get real help for sorting these thoughts out, but I instead sought the wisdom of Grindr to set me straight (well not straight but you get it). With a classic blank profile, I signed up with the title “Need Advice”.

I got some good responses actually, a lot of dick pictures too but some genuine good responses from people who understood what I was curious about. We talked through things like what I was attracted to and etc. and found a few people who were sympathetic to my position and were kind and looking for more platonic friendships.

One of them really stood out. His name was Travis, and he was kind very accepting and gave me the advice to take everything at my own pace. Given there’s a lot to discovering a whole new side of yourself this advice rang home for me and I think really helped me be more accepting of myself. This helped me not rush into things and then get freaked out or anything like that.

I and Travis mostly stuck to texting the first few days that we began talking. The first time that we actually hung out was five days later and it was not to be forgotten. He suggested that I go over to his house and we could have a drink and get to know each other some more. Having talked to him for a few days now I was comfortable with the idea that he didn’t want to just use me once and ghost me, but he seemed like he was actually looking for friendship.

So anyway it’s Friday and I go over to his house for some drinks and some tv. It was pretty chill, and we just chatted about things that I was thinking about and becoming attracted to guys and stuff. The drink helped calm my nerves, but Travis could still tell that I was a bit tense. I was fumbling over some words and just a tad quieter than I normally was. Sensing this, he offered to give me a back rub, which is my fucking favorite thing, and I quickly accepted his offer. It was nice feeling a man’s hands squeeze and rub the skin on my back with his strong hands. It helped to relax me and loosened me up. We had a few more drinks and continued watching the office.

[ on a side note, imagine how many hookups have happened to the office. It has to be an extreme number]

I was relaxed now, and we were laughing at the show and sitting next to each other comfortably when he put his hand on my knee. I didn’t mind so I rested my hand on top of it and we continued watching. Then after a few minutes, he looked at me and kissed me deeply. I wasn’t expecting this, so I was a bit thrown back, but I didn’t have time to react physically as his lips pressed into mine. Kissing a man felt strange. His lips felt wider and mouth larger than any girl I had kissed and made out with. Feeing his stubble was also strange and I now understood why so many women like it as well. After about 5 minutes of this Travis tuned off the TV and put on some music that was soothing and relaxing.
We made out for what felt like 30 minutes, but I lost all track of time as we kissed and fondled each other on the couch. This is by far the farthest I’ve gone with a guy at this point and I’m well out of my element.

Trying to be bold, I brushed his cock through his gym shorts he had on and he audibly groaned, and I could feel the vibrations in my mouth. I started rubbing it up and down as I could feel it get harder and harder in his pants. This was such a strange sensation for me and I was fascinated by the changing of feeling. I needed to see this with my eyes, so I started to tug down at his pants. He instantly caught on and whipped off his pants to reveal a nice solid 7-inch cock. It throbbed visibly as it reached full erection. I was in awe and didn’t say anything just placed my hand around it and felt it’s warmth radiate into the skin of my palm. Then without words, I kissed its head, licked his helmet and stuck my mouth on him.

I was a complete amateur, but I caught on quickly and soon I was bobbing my head up and down to the beat of the music that was playing. Man, I felt like a pro even though this was probably one of Travis’s weakest blowjobs! He at least liked it or played along though because soon he was bucking his hips up to my mouth trying to get more of his warm cock in me. I sped up my bobbing and licking until he started moaning loudly and I could feel his butt cheek start to twitch in my hand and I knew what was coming. Almost instantly after that Travis ripped the head of his cock out of my mouth and busted his balls all over my face, completely covering me in his hot seed.

We had been making out and playing for about an hour now I think so he built up a lot of cum in his balls to place kindly all over my face. I had never had anything like it. I felt…pretty? It just felt so fucking hot to please a man so much and he sort of rewards you with this warm surprise on your face! Deep down, from that moment, I knew that there was a part of me that needed more of this. That this couldn’t just be some fad fantasy that I would be into for a month or so. This was a part of me now. Then Travis said, “Time for your turn boy”.

Travis manhandled me and flipped me onto my back. I was in shock at having not expected this at all. I had also never been the sub in a sexual experience so being helpless and submissive was a huge turn on. Travis began sucking my cock hard and fast like a pro. Immediately he took me all the way down with his mouth and bobbed and licked and sucked my cock’s head till I was on the edge. Right before I came he stopped and licked his fingers. He looked at me and asked if I had ever felt my prostate before. (I had tried to find it numerous times myself but gave up because it was just a pain and never felt much of a reward.) This soon changed.

With his saliva lubed finger, he slid into me and felt around the inside of my tight virgin hole. He soon found what must’ve been the throbbing walnut of love deep inside of me because I was overwhelmed with pleasure just then. I groaned LOUDLY, and his eyes widened at my reaction. He knew what to do right away. He quickly began to rub my prostate with a light motion while sucking the life out of my penis. I quickly burst into orgasm filling Travis’s mouth up with my ropes of cum. He swallowed it all with ease and smiled at me and said with a smile, “Feel good?”.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/94ybgd/mm_my_first_bisexual_experience