Intimacy a[F]ter [M]y Spinal Cord Injury

I had recently started college, and I had just gotten to a point where I felt comfortable going out with friends and experiencing life again. On a friday after class I decided to accept an invite out to a bar with some friends. It was me, my best friend, his girlfriend, and a girl that was visiting my best friends girlfriend. Her name was Samantha but she went by Sam. She is about 7 years older than me, so at the time I was 21 and she was 28. She was pretty tall, about 5ft 8, with long black hair, and a nice firm body. Anyway, back to the bar….We were all having a good time drinking and enjoying the night out. After a few shots of tequila I was doing my best to fend off my friends insisting on another round of shots while navigating my wheelchair though a mass of drunk people. I decided to go sit in an outdoor patio area that was connected to the back of the bar. I was sitting out on this patio getting some fresh air and enjoying my buzz when the aforementioned Sam walked out and started talking to me. We started talking about the my past since I had recently moved to Southern California for school. After a short pause in conversation she out of know where she told me that she thought that I was really cute. Without allowing time for my tequila fueled thoughts to form a response she reached over and started playing with my hair a little and rubbing my neck. I was feeling a nice buzz, and when she started rubbing my neck I couldn’t help but to lean my head back and shut my eyes. Suddenly she leaned over and kissed me on the lips. It was a timid and light kiss because I think she may have been afraid of how I might react, but when I leaned forward and kept my lips pressed against hers, she began to kiss me deeply. I slowly sucked on her bottom lip and then softly sucked on her tongue. We kissed for a few moments, and then she leaned back, smiled, and said “I can’t believe I just kissed you, sorry if that was too forward. I had a little more to drink than I thought”. I told her that it wasn’t too forward and that I loved the taste of her. Normally I would have never said anything so forward but I could still taste her on my lips and it was all I could think of. She blushed and laughed shyly while briefly looking away. Without a word she stood up from the chair she was sitting in next to me and moved herself to my lap. I briefly lost my train of thought as I watched the hem of her tight black dress slide up her thigh as she positioned herself against me. Sitting sideways both of her beautiful long legs hanging off one side she placed her hand on the back of my head running her fingers slowly through my hair. She pulled me towards her, parting my lips I felt her tongue gently slide into my mouth and for a time we became lost in each other. We sat on the outdoor patio for a while longer kissing and sharing a few words before she slid off my lap leaned forward placing her hand on my chest and kissing my lips briefly one more time. In a complete haze of inebriation, lust, and disbelief I made my way back to our table sensing Sam following behind. Perhaps because of there own advanced drunken state they didn’t seem to notice the stupid grins we each wore on our faces and the private looks we kept sharing across the table.

After another round of drinks my friend and his girlfriend decided they were going to Uber home, Leaving Sam and I to ourselves once again. We each sat across from each other for a few moments sipping on our drinks, sharing the occasional shy glance, and part of me thought that perhaps what we shared only an hour before was just the alcohol and that she was embarrassed and regretting what we had done. Just when I convinced myself of this fact she asked how I was getting home since I had arrived on my own before them. I explained that I lived only about a mile away and was just going to roll home from the bar. I asked where she was staying, and she said some hotel nearby, but it was her last night in LA and she was leaving the following afternoon. Again we shared another pause in conversation when she laughed a little to herself and asked if I needed an escort home to make sure I made it safe since Id be drinking and driving. I laughed a little myself and told her I’d be fine getting back to my apartment(stupid me…). Despite me not taking the hint she continued saying that she didnt want to go back to her hotel yet and asked if she could come by and see my apartment. In a near state of shock I quickly agreed and we closed our tabs and left the bar. I asked if she wanted to just catch an uber and meet at my place since she was in heels. She agreed and started ordering an uber when I said Id see her soon and headed towards my apartment. I began going through the most the most exciting anticipation I have ever felt. Part of me still thought I was in some very vived dream that I would soon wake from. I spent the next 15 minutes running scenarios through my head while I was rolling. I didn’t know if we were going to just talk, watch a movie and go to sleep, or if she was going to kiss me again or something more…it was so exciting not knowing what was going to happen.

Once I arrived she was already standing outside my building, when she saw me rolling up to her a shy smile appeared on her face and I told her to follow me. We made our way to my room and I welcomed her in apologizing for my lack of additional seating for guests explaing that it was just easier with the chair not having to navigate around furniture in my small studio. I then offered her a seat on my bed earning me another grin and a few comments about my intentions. I smiled back and offered her another drink but we both opted for water. After putting on some music and sharing some idle conversation she asked if I could sit in the bed next to her. I explained that I could but would need to park my chair next to the bed to transfer. She lifter her legs from hanging over the edge tucking her legs under her again causing her dress to slide up her smooth thighs not leaving much to the imagination. Scooting to the end of the bed she payed close attention as I maneuvered next to the bed and began scooting over. Once I was sitting on the edge of the bed I lifted my legs up and pushed myself towards the middle of the bed crossing my legs and sitting across from Sam. She then surprised me by asking if she could now sit in my empty chair. Laughing I said sure and watched as she made her way towards my chair and settle into it. Commenting on how comfortable the seat was I couldn’t suppress my laughter at the sight of this gorgeous women casually sitting in my wheelchair. Perhaps it was the buzz that still had sway over me or simply the absurdity of the situation but my laughter was apparently contagious and soon she was giggling along with me. After another moment our laughter faded away and we were left looking at one another just savoring the moment. After another minute she crawled towards me gently putting her hand against my chest she told me to lay back as she straddled my waist leaning over me and we began to kiss. We kissed even deeper than before. While at the bar we were around other people, but now we were alone. I kissed her slowly so that I could appreciate the feel of her soft warm lips. I softly kissed and sucked her tongue in and out of my mouth. I kissed her face and slowly moved down her jaw to her neck. I rubbed my face up and down her neck so that I could feel her neck against my face and take in her sweet smell. I guess she still thought I was a little shy because she asked me if I wanted her to take her dress off. I kind’a laughed and said I would love to kiss her nipples and taste the rest of her…after that there was no more shyness about her. She knew that I wanted to kiss, lick, and taste every part of her body. She pulled the top of her dress down so that I could see her breasts. I couldn’t control myself…I abandoned any idea of technique and I just began licking her breasts and nipples like a starving man. I just wanted to take in as much of the warm softness of her breasts as I could. I rubbed my lips slowly back and forth across each nipple, and then as I began to slowly suck each nipple, she ran her fingers up the back of my neck and into my hair. It felt so good as I sucked each of her nipples while she massaged the back of my neck and ran her fingers up the back of my head through my hair. She was softly moaning, and I loved making her feel good. She told me that she was getting really wet, so I told her to show me. She leaned back and slid her hand down into the front of her lace panties. She pulled her hand out and wiped her dripping finger down the side of my face and began to kiss me again. It was such a turn on feeling her wet finger slide down the side of my face. I told her that I wanted to taste her, so she let me lick her wet finger. The taste or her wetness was like a drug, I was addicted, so I told her I needed more. We continued to kiss, and I continued to kiss her breasts, neck, and suck her nipples. She kept sliding her fingers in and out of her dripping wet pussy and kept letting me taste. It wasnt long before I couldn’t resist any more and had her slide up my body leaving a trail of wetness along abdomen and chest until she staddled my face. I could feel the heat coming off of her and plunged my tongue as far as I could in her taking in the sweet taste and intoxicating scent. I then slid my tongue along he slit parting her dripping lips then finally wrapping my lips around her swollen clit. I continued this until I felt her shudder against me grinding herself into my mouth and gushing her sweet juices all over my face. Sliding back down my body she looked into my eyes and leaned in again to kiss me. We continued off and on for a few hours kissing touching and exploring each others bodies. but by then the sun was coming up and my morning caregiver would be showing up to help me into the shower. So we laid together intertwined with each other for a time longer until it was time for us to part ways. That was my first intimate encounter since my injury, and it is a night ill never forget.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8x4bic/intimacy_after_my_spinal_cord_injury