I want to tell the world about my sexual experiences and exotic encounters not to Arouse readers but rather to reflect upon my experiences in detail to better understand myself. Of course I would never want these stories to be affiliated with my name or personality but they happened to me.
I was recently in contact with the first guy I hooked up with. He had taken my virginity so sweetly. Now he was offering a threesome. He and his boyfriend were looking for a playmate. So I agreed. He was an affectionate and friendly guy who I trusted to never hurt me. (He never did)
I got to his apartment and he texted me saying he'd gone for drinks. His boyfriend walked up to my car. I followed him into the complex and he complemented my handsomeness and hot butt. I thanked him politely and followed him to the door. His boyfriend called and sounded confused on where to meet us. I said "maybe we should go make sure he's not confused" because he sounded over the phone like he hadn't understood we weren't still in the parking lot.
He said okay but asked to walk behind me to watch my ass. I complied. He asked to touch it and I nodded. He said "this way" and lead me out around a corner. We were in an exposed parking lot with seemingly empty parked cars he did "here" and pulled me into the shadows. There he pulled down my gym shorts and shoved his dick inside my ass fucking me in the open parking lot. I didn't stop him but I hadn't asked for this had I? Maybe I had. I tried to pull away and asked to go find his boyfriend. He grasped my hips firmly and rammed himself back inside of me. It didn't hurt that bad he wasn't very large. Finally I heard his phone ringing and made him answer it. His boyfriend was back at the apartment and wanted to know where we were. We went back and he made a comment about us getting lost but I just kissed him. The friend who had first made love to me. He kisses me back and sexuality ensued.
Exhaustingly we moved through every formation of every position. Double hand jobs, hj and bj, etc in the end I just wanted it all to end so badly. I had not orgasmed once and already a had four loads inside me. There was no end when they kept taking turns. I haven't masturbated for a month since its like it turned off all desire for sexuality.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/3p6x0c/random_first_threesome
Honestly, I think you need some real professional help rather than writing this here.
Why did this encounter turn off your desire for sex? Hmm. Maybe r/ sex could help you?
I don’t feel comfortable talking about this out loud really
I understand, but this really does sound serious. I’m here to talk if you want.
I think it just desensitized me to sex maybe? The one guy was really gentle as usual and the other guy was way too agressive and his boyfriend kept telling him to cool it but he wouldn’t. The gentle one had a hard time fucking me to completion with his bigger dick even though I enjoyed it more, but the other guy would do it so quick and hard and then be finished. The gentle guy wanted me to fuck him some before he came inside me and I couldn’t get hard at all…I have been completely immasculated