I gave my first blowjob today [FM]

[sorry if this is badly worded or has typos, english isn’t my first language, I’m italian]

So, I met up with this guy today, we’ve been talking for a while now, and he has finally asked me out.
We were at the park and had been talking about random stuff for a while now, we were sitting on a bench and he had his arm kind of around me. We had ran out of things to talk about, so we just sat there enjoying the view. I say something kind of provocative, and he kisses me out of the blue. He’s pretty rough -grabbing my hair, biting me, squeezing my ass etc- and I really like it cause I’m not a vanilla type of girl at all. So he starts caressing my breasts too, I knew he’d do that cause I have pretty big boobs and he had previously expressed his love for them, then he moves my top out of the way and starts sucking on my tits while we continue to french kiss really intensely. I tell him that I’ve never done anything with a boy before, and he says he can teach me. We continue to make out, but after 10 minutes he stops me, and he says that if I don’t stop things are gonna get wild. I could feel that he was hard cause I was sitting on his crotch cowgirl style and was slightly grinding against his groin. So I look at him in the eyes for a while and try to kiss him again, but he laughs and says again that I should stop if I don’t wanna cross the line. So I keep provoking him, and we get up and go to a more secluded area of the park, hiding behind bushes. I can feel my heart beating really fast, I get down on my knees and he pulls his dick out. I had never been face to face with cock before in my life, but it looked good. So I start liking it, first only the tip, then the whole shaft. I press it against my lips and then I take it in my mouth, and I can feel the little drops of pre cum which taste really sour. I try to take in as much as I can, he’s lightly grabbing my hair and pulling my head against his crotch, now I know the majority of girls really hate this but it turned me on even more. So he stops me, and he starts to jerk off while squeezing my boobs, then he makes me get up and kisses me, and he gets down on his knees and starts to suck on my tits again, while touching himself. At this point I’m really aroused, I get down again, this time using my right hand to jerk him off while also sucking his cock, at this point he’s really close, and I can hear him moan as I start to taste a weird flavor at the very back of my tongue, near the throat. I kind of feel like throwing up, but keep going anyway. It didn’t taste salty as most girls describe it, I found it to be kind of sweetish (I know, it’s weird). I keep sucking him for a couple minutes. Then I get up and he kisses me again, really passionately, I’m really fucking wet at this point, but I know I won’t take it further than that for tonight. So I get up and we start walking again, and in a kind of “don’t get angry” tone, he tells me that he has a girlfriend. I’m really disappointed in him now, but still really enjoyed the experience :). Only problem is now I’m even more thirsty than usual and I can’t even do much about it, cause I don’t fuck with taken guys (so of course I’m never gonna see that guy again) and I live in a small town, I’m also shy so getting to know boys isn’t really easy. That’s sad cause I’m craving sex now and I wanna be fucked so hard that I cry, but I don’t know how much I’ll have to wait till a new occasion presents itself.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8w6qa0/i_gave_my_first_blowjob_today_fm