I have to admit, when it comes to showing my body off, until lately, I think you can class me as a prude. I got married young, had two kids, and I think during the process my hubby kinda found me a little unattractive, and so this has made me even more self conscious about my body. This is just a standard girl meets guy in high school, church, typical outskirts of Kansas City kinda stuff. We have some close friends, like to go out and have a drink, and the kids stay at grandmas a fair bit.
We are intimate, but the last couple of times when we made love, he has covered my face with the pillows, covers, and because I love him, there was once when I gave him a blowjob while he was watching porn.
My hubby is the working man, he pays the bills, and I guess I’m the mom, feed the kids, stay at home and clean, but lately I’ve just been wanting more.
I went for a ladies night out and I was chatting to some girl friends and explaining all of this to them and I was saying how I just wanted to feel abit more sexy. One of them mentioned how they go on some video chat sites, but they said that alot of people record so don’t show your face because you will end up on the internet. There is NO way I could do this, but then another friend said to post pictures on here.
So basically I did….I posted about 5 pictures on here, without my husband knowing and I have to admit, it made me feel really sexy. People sent me pictures and videos of them masturbating to my images, and yes, it made me feel really good. It was wonderful how I could control what was on here, and it made me feel super sexy about my body. But there was one problem…..
I’m married, so I have a wedding ring, and I have a tattoo, which most of my friends, and my husbands friends can recognize. In one of the pictures you could see my tattoo. One of the pictures was me spreading my pussy.
I literally just got a text message from one of my husbands friends, it was simply “Hi Kansasgal99, I think you can spread your pussy abit more”, then a link to the picture. He knew it was me by the picture, and so immediately I deleted all of the pictures.
I’m not sure if he saved the pictures, hopefully I deleted them in time. I wonder though, did my pictures make my husbands friend hard. There is something liberating about the idea of knowing that someone else I know was looking at my pictures, maybe cumming all over them.
Its weird, a part of me wants to send him a few more pictures, maybe a part of me wants him to stumble upon this story. Of course I could just text him back and say “hey, would you like more pictures”, but that would definitely be way out of my character. Also, I have to worry about my hubby and my kids.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8w781q/f_why_i_posted_pictures_but_then_deleted_them
Sounds like you should have a discussion with your husband. Regarding the guy who found you out, prepare to be exposed and possibly blackmailed and prepare to accept all of the consequences. Once you do that, you’ll have all the power.
I’d like to see the pictures!
I would like to see the pics also.. think i might of missed them.
so much more fun when its a little risky
Letting you know they’re still accessible. I just found them. ?
Your husband covered your face when you were having sex with pillows and covers?
That doesn’t sound very nice…?
I’ll echo what others have said: you should talk to your husband.
Also, the photos are still up on imgur even though you deleted the posts. The comments you’ve made link to the deleted posts so at least some of the photos are still available. Thought you’d like to know.
If you are still willing, I’d love to see those pics.
First rule of posting online: once it’s up it will be somewhere forever. So how do you deal with that? Anonymize. First I would really recommend another nickname. Kansas is small. If people search for Kansas they might find you. Second, edit the pictures. Cover or blur the tats. Remove your ring when you take the picture. Cover or blur the face.
Posting online is a huge confidence booster for ladies. My wife went from shy to erotic bombshell when we started posting. It’s amazing and good for your ego. If you take these few simple precautions, you will be OK. If you are not sure how to blur, PM me and I will teach you.
Your husband… Ugh covering your face? That’s really rude and awful. That’s something you should deal with.
Good luck.