hi long time lurker and I made this account. to just talk about it. Im 36 for as long as I can remember I’ve had a feeling sometimes when it comes to girls I just couldn’t pin point it until I was in my 20s and had a few experiences with an ex gf. not to go into too much detail but I was with her on and off for a while with long stretches of her and I being bf gf. she used to work at a blockbuster back when vegas still had blockbusters lol. it was kinda her first job we were in our 20s and her boss the main store manager of that blockbuster would on occasion invite us out since he was cool and in his mid to late 30s. he kinda little by little earned our trust and the strange dynamic of us following him around developed. it was about a year when he started to act a little different when it was just us three. he would try to stand or sit between us and take lead on the activities over time. I kinda saw this coming a mile away but I would just let it play out. it got to be more and more routine that when we would hang out with him he would spend closer time with her then me. it’s like I already knew what to expect and just went with it. he never flirted with her or touched her too much. it was like an undertone of him being the more dominant guy when it was just the three of us. after a while he felt more and more confident inviting us over to his house more often since we seemed pretty docile around him. one of those times we were at his house early and started drinking at about 2 pm watching tv and just hanging out and it was the same dynamic like every time we were at his house him sitting close to her on the couch, asking her to get us drinks, kinda keeping me at a distance from her which I was honestly used to by then. then after a few hours of this going on I was sitting on one of the couches and they were on another close together and we were all just quiet. he started to just feel her lightly then things got more intense. one thing lead to another and I was sitting there in a daze watching as he had her on all fours on the couch with her pants pulled down to her knees with him behind her pumping her. she would look at me sometimes but I had this weird feeling of wanting to stay out of the way while this was going on. it just felt natural to let these roles play out after a while he got more confident and started to fuck her in a way that kinda seemed like he was trying to prove a point looking over at me and being upright while I was just slouched on the other couch watching. I just had to sit there and watch him pull her into him while he pumped her. it went on for a while he lasted longer then I ever had but after it was over we all kinda sobered up from the intense haze but still a little bit drunk. I could tell he was nervous. he got up to clean himself off. my gf just pulled her pants up and sat on the couch. when he came back one said said anything we just kept watching movies. he still looked really very nervous but after a while of me not saying anything he felt more confident to start feeling her up more. this time she went down on him and then they went back to fucking . it was mostly him fucking her from behind while he sometimes would look over at me while I sat on the floor watching. part of me wanted to feel lower then them so I moved down from the couch to the floor at that point that way I would just be looking up at them.
even before this happened there was a time me and her were just dating and a guy she used to date before me that we both knew from high school called me saying if I had her phone number because he had lost it. this feeling of waiting to stay out of the way of a more dominant guy had me give him her number. then they started hanging out again but this time it was mostly just sexual. when he moved on and got another girlfriend she started being my girlfriend. a few years later he walked in randomly into a store that I was the main manger of and that feeling came back.I was the kind of manager that was dominant and would hire as many pretty girls as I could but all that went away when I saw him and he started talking to me.. it was like being put back into my place. after he left I went back to feeling normal. theres been so many times that I’ve felt a little bit like a cuck that Im just learning more about it trying to be open.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8tjg1n/the_time_i_became_a_cuck_mfm