[F] Recovering sex slave

So I've posted on Reddit before and have had a few accounts. I haven't been on here in a while, but I've found in the past that talking to the Reddit community about my experiences has been therapeutic in a way for me. I just recently turned 20 and am in college. I was involved in a very kinky, I guess sub/dom relationship with my stepdad for almost 4 years. I know it sounds weird that it's my stepdad but he's not my real dad so it wasn't incest. We did a lot of kinky things together over the years and just recently I decided that we shouldn't continue our relationship and it's been hard on me because I got used to the type of sex we had and the things he had me do for so long that normal sex isn't satisfying to me now. the thing is as bad as our relationship was for me psychologically, I loved the way he treated me sexually and the kinky things he did to me. I guess in a way I'm looking for advice on what to do because I know I can't go back to him but I also don't know how to be turned on the way normal people are. I'm also open to talking more about my relationship with him if you message me. Thanks for the support :)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/3o21m4/f_recovering_sex_slave

13 comments

  8. Thought 1, you’re cute. Thought 2, Fetlife is a good place to explore kink once you’re in a better place psychologically. it’s a social network for kink and a decent way to find like minded individuals you seem well aware that the situation with your step dad was screwed up so that’s a good start. Hopefully you know that it wasn’t your fault, at 16 it’d be pretty tough for anyone to suggest you were in anyway a contributing party to what was going on. Authority is a bitch and adults need to use it so they don’t eff up kids. I hope you find a healthy place for your mind to rest and that you’re able to find another like minded individual that you can share a healthy relationship with while enjoying all the fun kink stuff there is to explore. Good luck kid.

  12. :/ why do people always have to judge before having a concept of understanding ? Ugh whatever

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