[MF] To fuck or not to fuck

I’m trying to make a decision but first, some backstory.

Last year I decided to message a guy I went to college with but never actually met. We had mutual friends and were connected on social media, I always thought he was fiiiine. I was coming out of a break-up and wanted a distraction, so I reached out and we started chatting regularly. He’s a baseball player in the minors, so he was away for the season but came home after about a month or two for the off season. I had been waiting for this because daaaamn I wanted to fuck this guy. He was freaky over text and I wanted to see if he was for real, because sometimes his like to talk a big game but then can’t follow through.

Fast forward to him coming over to my house. It’s the first time we’ve met, I wore a tight and short little sun dress that was flowy at the bottom but hugged my waist and tits. He turned out not to be very tall, but still taller than me and although his arms and legs were muscular as fuck, he was a bit chubby. I didn’t care, I liked how he was bigger and stronger and had the ability to manhandle me. We talked for a while and then I sat in his lap and started kissing him. I kept waiting to feel his bulge but it didn’t happen. He got on top of me, dry humping between my legs, still can’t feel his bulge. Finally he takes it out, and I now see why I could feel it. It was rather small. Didn’t bother me though, it just meant he could face fuck me as hard as he wanted with less pain on my end, and he did.

I gave him the sloppiest blow job, not using my hands and letting him thrust his dick down my throat over and over, spit running down my face and onto the floor and my tits. He kept doing something that drove me crazy, while I was on all four on the sofa and he was standing in front of me fucking my throat, her pull me up to his face by my hair, spit just stringing from my mouth to his cock, and he kiss me deep, pushing my saliva all over my mouth and his.

He tried to fuck me but I was on my period and didn’t want to ruin my sofa. Plus I wasn’t sure at this long if I wanted to fuck him, I felt like I wanted him to try harder. He just expected it, and sometimes I’m cool with that and like being a fuck toy, but other times it irritates me and I want to show the guy who is really in charge. So we didn’t fuck.

After that night I realized he was a bit of a child, he’s about 4-5 years younger than me and it showed in his behavior, kind of a turn off. So he kept trying to fuck me until eventually he left for spring training, but now he’s back in town for a while and I’m thinking of fucking him out of curiosity. He really wants to fuck me because he knows I’m freaky and hasn’t had that before, he seems pretty freaky himself but I don’t know if his skill is up to par.

I’ve been fucking a guy with a big dick lately who knows how to use it, so I’m not sure if it will be a let down fucking a younger guy who might not have as much skill and also has a small dick. I don’t really care about dick size, but I also know that I’ve come to expect that full feeling lately with my current hookup. Anyway, I’m curious to hear everyone’s opinion. Fuck the younger guy with the small dick or stand him up and fuck someone else?

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8m50d7/mf_to_fuck_or_not_to_fuck