Having deserted the body in what he told me was his normal spot, Dr. Burress drove me back to my apartment. To my surprise, he asked me a simple question upon pulling up to my building.
"Can I come inside?" he asked bluntly.
"You want to come in? You, my professor — the one who grades my papers and judges me according to my ability — want to come inside my empty apartment?"
"Sure, I'd like to see your place. Besides, once you've murdered with someone, what else is there to hide?"
Disgusted by his response while convicted by his argument, I agreed to have him join me. The police had cleaned up the scene he created by murdering Lexi and to be honest, the idea of being alone in my apartment with a much older man didn't sound terrible either.
As we both stood on opposite ends of the elevator going up to my floor, it dawned on me that I was allowing an absolute lunatic into my home. Alarmed by this, I peered over to him as he simply gazed at the ceiling, seemingly innocent as could be. The calm look on this cold-blooded killers demeanor made no sense to me, but it somehow gave me reassurance of safety. Reaching my floor, I led Dr. Burress on the long walk down the hall to my apartment on the very end. Before I could even take my key back out of my door, I felt his hands in the small of my back, nudging me into the atrium of my apartment where he quickly closed the door behind us. It was at this moment that he made a comment that caused my heart to drop below my stomach…
"Do you normally allow murderers into your home, Miss Emma?" he said while simultaneously jumping ahead of me, effectively cornering me between my now locked front door and him.
"Listen, I thought this was a bad idea but you just seemed so trustworthy." The words came out of my mouth but they echoed through the recesses of my mind like complete idiocy. Trust a killer? How could I be so dumb?
"Emma," Dr. Burress began as he walked closer to me, placing his left hand on my waist and slowly raising his right hand until it landed firmly on my shoulder, gripping me tight, "I've already killed the only person in this apartment who didn't deserve to die." With that, his hand on my shoulder worked its way to my neck, grabbing me with enough aggression to where my senses intensified yet calm enough to where I was completely aroused by his control. Although I couldn't believe my own actions, I turned my head towards him as my lips pursed, a sign that he clearly interpreted as a green light.
With his left hand now above my knee and ever so slowly inching its way up my thigh while his right was working its way to my neck, Dr. Burress began to kiss my chest, gradually moving his way up higher, eventually reaching the place just behind my ear. With my face now tilted back in excitement, he turned me towards him and kissed me, both of his hands now holding tight onto my hips.
Knowing that this was absolutely wrong only served to increase my excitement as I reacted by reaching around and pulling him closer to me. It was at this moment that he turned me around with my face now up against the wall, as his arms reached around me while he began to unbutton my blouse. Turning my face towards his, we kiss again as his hand reaches down my chest to my waist and beyond, finding its way up my skirt and conveniently just inside my panty line.
Filled with adrenaline as I could feel his gun pressed up against my hips, my excitement was exceeded only by my fears, those of which I washed out with lustful thoughts of Dr. Burress having his way with me. Turning back around towards him, he quickly began kissing me down my now exposed front, past my skirt and to just above my knee. With my back arched and my hands running through his hair, he began to inch his way higher, first beginning towards the middle of my leg, working his way under my skirt and to my inner thigh. Now wanting to explode with tension, I tried to push his head closer in between my legs but each effort yielded a kiss lower on my leg, teasing me each step of the way. After focusing in on my inner thigh for what seemed like an eternity, Dr. Burress finally kissed me through my panties, making my legs weak and my knees buckle. He then reached up and grabbed each side of my panties and pulled them off, returning to me with his lips pursed below my waist. My eyes roll back with each swirl of his tongue against me. At first it was slow, his tongue encompassing every inch of my center as he progressively began to work his way higher, licking harder and sucking on my clitoris.
Struggling to contain myself and ready to burst in pleasure, he stands up in front of me and grabs my legs, wrapping them around his waist. Unknown to me, he was all ready as I could feel his erection up against my now extremely wet center. With a gasp of air I was absolutely blown away to feel him inside me. With his hips now close against mine, his right hand was placed firmly behind my head, holding me up while also grabbing at my hair as he and I came together. Pulsating tension throughout my entirety, my fingernails found their way under his shirt and clamped tightly to his back as I couldn't help but look at how he went in and out of me, each time bringing more energy than the previous.
With my legs still wrapped around him, Dr. Burress stands me up, with him still inside of me, as he carries me to the stairs leading up to my loft. Laying me on my back on the first couple of stairs, he grips my waist tightly as I once again feel him against me, this time teasing me with just the very tip. Before I could take any more, I looked right at him and begged him for more…with that, I again received the pleasure of being with him, a feeling of sinful exhilaration that can't be described.
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