[FM] Had sexual relationship with a cousin, now its hunting me

Now Im over 30 and she is also over 30. Busty blonde…We are like best cousins right now, don’t know why…

But when we were young, we wanted to try what feeling is to kiss someone…and we tried it.

We like it. It was my first kiss. And I remember how f*king horny I was…She was all over me, kissing me with pure passion, with horniness.

We were kissing a lot of times. Hiding from our parents. Sometimes in woods…

One day we found VHS tape. Hidden in closet. And we watched. It was a porn tape. I was curious. And so horny. And she was also.

One day she said to me, that she want that I touch her down there…I did. I couldnt figured out where should I touch her. It was different than my penis. And then she touched me. Then she tried to jerk me…It was so good, but she was too slow. She never really tried quick… I probably didnt found the clit, not even vagina. But she also liked my touch.

So months went by, we were touching eachother a lot, and a lot of kissing. But never orgasm. One day we were building house in woods. Probably safety escape from parents. We knew that no one can know. So we were good at hidding.

And then she laid down, pants down and said to me, lick me…I did licked her, but I didnt like that. Smell. Then I said, okay…now you lick me…she did. The most amazing feeling, when she took my penis in mouth. But she also didnt liked. Maybe I was stinky down there…dont know. But we continued, again we didnt finnish. Probably was too hard.

Year went by…And we were on holidays at grandparents. My dad make fun of her that she is starting to grow tits. When I heard this I wanted to touch them.

We didnt tried anything for months, I was so horny but that same night we were going to sleep together and our parents didnt realise what is happening. They left, thinking we are a sleeping. Then she whisper me…go lick me… And I did. And for the first time, she had hair down there…She smelled good…I tried to make her cum. She like it, she said: keep going. But I couldnt finnish. I didnt found the spot, didnt understand vagina. Then she tried to jerk me, but also failed. Again she was too slow, too gentle.

We both were very horny, wanting to give eachother orgasm… So one day we went on a walk in forrest. Then she laid down and said: Put your cock in me…I tried, but failed. I was hard, but couldnt found a hole. She also tried, but nothing.

So Year went by, and we tried couple of times. I think also, that our parents knew something was fishy. But I dont know, I was really young. And so we stopped. This kind of stuff. Now she has kids and is married.

And so am I. Nowdays, I LOOVE to eat pussy. I fucking love, when pussy have little of smell. I love the taste. I am a great lover, sometimes gentle, sometimes fucking like a stallion. But sometimes I have those dreams. That I want to fuck my cousin. We speak to each other like stuff never happen. Like we were really great friends. I dont even have those memories in front of me, when we are together…but sometimes just crossed my mind. I want to lick her…to orgasm. Then I want to fuck her…Like unfinished bussines…. wondering, how is she in bed now. Cuz all those years made me really fucking sexual human being. But I always wonder…If she said, lets go fuck…I would probably considered a possibility…And I always questioning…am I alone who had a thing with cousin? And one thing more…am I only hers cousin that she had those kind of situations :)

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