[fm][LONG][Mega confession] I was an anal sex slave for five hours tonight… and he drugged me (with my consent)! (Some picture proof in comments)

Um, okay so this is probably one of the wildest things I’ve ever done but tonight I (26f Sydney) snuck out of home when everyone went to bed (I live with my mother and my sister) and I caught a cab into town to meet up with a guy I had been chatting to online about some… pretty interesting stuff. He’s a wealthyish older guy who’s divorced and lives alone in a high rise apartment, and me? Wel I’m just an insatiable uni student who likes getting fucked in the ass. So here’s the part where I may lose some of you – but I like to experiment with drugs every now and then, and combining them with sex is just. Whooo boy. I mean who doesn’t like getting a little drunk and boning? A puff on a joint? I’ve even done it on a half tab of acid with someone I met at a festival. Well, this guy who I met online is into some much deeper darker stuff. He offered to set up a scenario where I could go over to his house, shower and then spend the whole night till morning pushing my limits. I was in. When I got there – he offered me ice (meth), and ghb. The date rape drug, yeah that ghb. *I told you I’d lose some of you.*

I’d actually done quite a lot of reading on both of these and the effects on sex are apparently insane. Gay guys use them a lot, and since I’m really into anal I Thought maybe I could do this. I should also add that we’ve all seen the meth: not even once campaign. Well I don’t have an addictive personality, like at all. Generally my drug taking is weeks or months apart and I’ve never even been addicted to coffee. the upside is, when taken correctly – both drugs unleash your deepest darkest wildest desires and push your body and mind to the limits to achieve them. If you haven’t guessed I’m also a total sub, so being under someone’s control in this way was totally getting me wet as I made my way into the foyer and up to the apartment.

It was a really modern space, smelled great and well stocked drinks fridge. We didn’t really waste much time as we’d already traded all the necessary info before hand (including sti checks). So we went to his bedroom (that he a massive ceiling to floor mirror opposite the bed and quickly smoked up and took a small dose of the date rape drug. Not enough to knock you out, but it gets you really **really** Horny. Pussy on fire, there is a void in my ass that needs to be filled kind of horny and then he gave me some lube, a bunch of amazing toys [bonus pic](http://imgur.com/noXeKgL) and a towel and told me to go and prepare/warm up in the shower. When I walked back into the bedroom I was to be completely naked, lubed up and ready to go. After freshening up, I had a little bit of solo fun time in the bath with the toys. First was kind of standard size and girth but a really nice feel and shape. I lubed it up, and pressed it against my butthole. I should tell you though that by now the combination of drugs had kicked in, and all my feelings of nervousness and doubt had disappeared. Afyer a moments hesitation, I let out a big sigh and the tip popped in, slowly gliding the shaft into my ass and imagining that in minutes this would Be a real live strangers cock. And I had a reason to warm up, as he sent me [this dick pic](https://imgur.com/a/ahYFBEh) (shared with consent) as a heads up, a humble brag and quite possibly a warning.

He was in the bedroom waiting, tall, quite muscular and manly. He smelled like musk and the dad I never had. I can’t stress enough at this point how horny I was, from the anticipation – the removal of all fear and the combination of drugs that would make a nun subscribe here.

I immediately dropped to my knees in front of the mirror and took his warm, firm manhood in my mouth and proceeded to give him head. Using as much saliva as I could I coated his thick shaft and began deep throating him while he was still flaccid. I’m sure you can agree there is no better feeling than feeling a cock grow to full mast in your mouth. Careful not to neglect his balls, i was watching myself in the mirror throughout all of this imagining I was in one of the many porn videos I watch (tushy!!!) I laid down on the bed on my back with my head over the edge – something I’ve always wanted to do and let him facefuck me. It was primal, I gagged slightly but I’ve been getting better at swallowing cock and eventually he uttered – get on all fours. I obeyed, and looking behind me I saw my toned legs pert butt and glistening pussy and asshole staring back at me In the mirror. He just dove in face first and started lapping at my lips with his tongue, I squealed for a second, he had a slight trace of stubble that grazed against my outer labia, and then without any warning thrust his tongue straight into my relaxed anus. He took turns licking around the edges but then started aggressively tongue fucking my ass. I’ve been dimmed before, but this? This was something else. I had cleaned myself immaculately before, and I could feel his wet tongue penetrating my ass by at least an inch. Holy fuck. By now I was basically dying for some action. I’ve posted on reddit before about my anal fascination so I won’t go into too much detail, but most of not all of my regular log term relationships have been piv sex only. The guys I’ve dated have all been against anal, something I learned to love at a very young age. Coupled with a kink for exhibitionism, submissive play and the idea of slutty anonymous hookups I soon found myself begging him to put it in my ass. He positioned himself behind me, I was watching the mirror the whole time, his massive balls were on display and we were on an angle so I saw him creep inch by inch closer to my ass before I felt contact. There was a brief pause, and the. I felt the warm pressure of him inserting himself into me. Properly warmed up my ass was quick to comply and began swallowing him up – first the satisfying ‘pop’ as his large mushroom head slipped into my lubed asshole. And then it was on. he began to pick up pace telling my how deep he was getting but I could already see it in the mirror. Watching my arched back and cute butt get impaled on his enormous cock was driving me insane and it took all of my wits to focus on relaxing enough to let his full eight and a half / nine inches slide it’s way inside of me. The feeling was incredible, the heightened sensation of the drugs and the skin to skin contact of no condom sex left me absolutely wild. My hands gripped the sheets and I took deep breaths timed with his thrusts as he explained to me that there is a ‘second hole’ – another sphincter several inches up that unlike the anus is involuntary and can only be activated when you’re super relaxed and preferably not being railed by a nine inch dick doggy style. I actually didn’t know this information, but it all made sense when I thought back to my solo sessions. Eventually I started to feel a tapping against my vulva, drenched in juices his balls were starting to flick against my lips and clit before with one big thrust I cried out and felt my body completely relax and accept all of him into me. His balls were now mushed against my pussy and I was panting with ecstasy. I also felt incredibly vulnerable and exposed as twenty minutes ago I had just met this guy and now he was balls deep in me alternating between hard and fast strokes and long slow pulls and drags where he would exit my butt and spread my cheeks, literally exposing me to the world as my ass began to gape.

I’m realising now that this post is already way too long, and there’s just no way I can sum up five hours of non stop action. But I felt so wild and uninhibited, there were moments when I would demand he pull out and I would spread my cheeks, letting him ‘tap’ my hole with his cock before plunging back in. We tried so many positions, my favourite being reverse cowgirl where I had the most amazing view in the mirror of me bouncing up and down on his pole, watching his massive member disappear in the spot under and just behind my pussy. I also would alternate from fucking him to blowing him, as ass to mouth is on the table with me. We tried a dp with his toys, and at one point I began to feel a burst of sensation from behind me as he worked a smaller dildo into my ass along with his cock. My body was in such a state of shock and confusion but i concentrated on relaxing as best as I could, literally yelling out “Yes! Yes! Stretch my ass” to encourage myself to take it. I had just mastered double anal. My other favorite positions included him on top, my legs behind my head and I played with his nipples using my fingers tongue and teeth as he was pounding me into another dimension. Undoubtedly the best thing was watching all of this unfold in the mirror, seeing my body on full display and absolutely given to this man as he chose to do with it what he pleased. He also relished holding my hair as he turned my head to see how much I was gaping. I can’t remember how many times I came, but I did have two anal orgasms which are very hard to explain but I think if you’ve had one before you are very lucky and you know what I’m talking about. Your whole body is flushed with warmth, this big fuzzy hug that envelops you starting from somewhere deep, deep inside that eventually erupts into a whole body orgasm and regardless of the size of whatever is in your ass it is screaming messages to your brain to feed it more. The night ended with me on my knees, staring up at him as he masturbated, I had my tongue out and mouth open wide begging for him to please, please come in my mouth so I can taste you before I leave. His breaths became shorter and more rapid, and his manly grunting let me know he was getting close as he slid his penis into my mouth and with two thrusts I began tasting his warm, creamy – slightly salty but surprisingly sweet semen. I opened my mouth and stuck out my tongue to show off before sucking the last drops out of the tip and swallowing my reward. We were both completely spent, and feeling like this may not be the last time we meet I showered, went down the elevator and disappeared into the night flagging a taxi home.

I hope you enjoyed this story, and apologies for the drug references – I know it’s not everyone’s cup of tea but it was something that I was curious in trying. Growing up as a girl in Australia I’ve had such slut shaming instilled into my psyche since primary school which is why I always felt uncomfortable pursuing my desires in relationships after getting a ‘no’ for fear of my boyfriend at the time thinking I was a degenerate slut. The one thing it really did was completely shut off that inner voice and found the slut inside of me that looks at hardcore gangbang videos and wishes I had the guts to join the porn industry. The effects have pretty much all worn off and I’m feeling so warm and cozy in bed. I think I’m going to be turned on all week.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8dygxi/fmlongmega_confession_i_was_an_anal_sex_slave_for