[F] my awakening as a church gal

I’m from a small town where pretty much everyone knows everyone’s business. People date each other, get married, and never leave. The biggest activity to do on weekends is my church group where we all meet up and chat, go to the movies, typical 18 year old stuff I guess, and of course it’s been a great place to meet boys. I had been dating Josh for a little under 3 years. We of course met at the church group and we hang out most nights. When we met it was holding hands, kissing but of course as we got older we started to have urges that needed to be met. He said that he wanted to wait until marriage, and we did everything except sex, including one time in the ass. He started to become distant and I was told rumors about him being with other people. I confronted him about it and he came clean. I have to admit I was heartbroken and I felt just empty inside. I told him I would let him have sex with me but he wasn’t interested. I’ll be honest, I’m ok good looking and I try to keep fit. 5’3 143 pounds. But after this I had never felt more unattractive in my life. Of course the word got around town why we broke up and a lot of guys were especially nice to me, including Brian, a guy who I had known all my life, bit overweight but always really kind. Brian took me on a few nice nights out and I don’t know why but I slept with him. I guess it just made me feel good about myself, it felt good and this continued on for a few times. We always used a condom. A few weeks ago, i was having drinks over at Brian’s and he had a friend there from out of town. Not really attractive, seemed like abut of a geek. As it got later Brian and I started making out and his friend asked if we minded him recording us on his phone. It made me feel a little giddy, and actually quite sexy. Not sure what came over me but I took Brian’s cock out and started sucking it while his friend recorded. Before I knew it we were both naked. His friend interrupted and asked if he could get a closeup of my pussy, which I was a little reluctant since it was a little hairy. But I opened my legs. He asked me to spread my pussy so I did. Brian stuck his dick back in my mouth, and without realizing it, his friend was licking my pussy. I pretended to be a little weirded out, but Brian said he was ok with it. Brian then turned to his friend and said “you can fuck her if you want”. Immediately his friend started fucking me. It was really erotic and I was really turned on. Brian grabbed the phone and started recording us. Wanting to put on abit of a show, I have to admit I moved and moaned a little bit more than usual. He asked Brian to zoom in on my pussy and he started these hard slow thrusts. When he pulled his dick out, I looked down and a whole bunch of cum was dripping out of my pussy. I was initially shocked because I had never had cum inside me but I am on the pill so I wasn’t that concerned. Brian asked me to push out the cum while he recorded it. There was something just so sexy about this and I have to admit whenever I thought about it I would go somewhere and touch myself. I told Brian about how I felt and he said we could do it again if I wanted. I know this is pretty slutty but over the past 2 weeks this has now happened 5 times, one of them was my ex boyfriends brother. I’m not sure if this is a phase, if I’m experimenting, or if I just really like the idea of people I don’t know well cumming inside me while pictures are being taken. I don’t know if I’m doing this just to get back at Josh – and yes I know the best revenge would be to show him a video on his brothers cum covered dick pulling out of my pussy and me cleaning it off with my tongue. I think Josh knows though because all of a sudden he wants to get back with me. The really weird thing is that Brian hasn’t cum inside me. He really gets off from watching other people do it. Josh said he loves me the other night… he is so confusing.

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