[F] Why I decided to post a few pictures

I had a talk with someone yesterday and they asked me how I got the courage to post my pictures. I’m not sure if it’s that I am seeking attention, or something to make me feel empowered about my body. (I’m still not strong enough to show my face).

Lately things between my husband and I have gotten a little stale. We are good communicators and he we talked about different things we can do to reignite the fire – going on more dates, things like role playing, even couples therapy. It worked for a while, but it didn’t seem to go the way we both planned. He is older than I am and I have been with my husband since I was in undergrad and it seems like we both missed out on the “fun” times of our lives. He is away for work abit and although he says he is faithful, I think that he definitely has fooled around when he is away.

Two weeks ago we decided to meet up with a couple friend of ours that we know are pretty open minded when it comes to sex to see what they do. They are my friends from college and I have definitely had a few fun moments with her before both of us got married. She said a fun thing to do sometimes is to go online and play with yourself, or post some pictures. She said that it really boosted her self confidence to see people writing about her. But she knows me really well and realized what I was hinting at, even though I was way too scared to think about it.

She suggested that we switch partners for the night, but not be all together. I could tell my husband was very hesitant but I think the idea of him sleeping with one of my best friends was the deciding thing. We did lay some ground rules so we all felt comfortable with it, but it was really all about just doing what you felt you missed out on, and so they said its best if we use separate rooms so we don’t freak out halfway through. My friend did say that she had done this before with another couple and its best to use protection. My friend and my husband went to one room, and we went to another.

Her husband Jonathan was pretty handsome, but a little on the pudgy side. He was very quiet and relaxed, probably comes from smoking weed. I was shaking but he held my hand and told me that we didn’t have to go through with it. We sat and talked for a while and I have to admit I was about to back out, but I started to hear sounds coming from the other room.

I don’t know what came over me, but it seemed that it was a sign of acceptance and we started playing. We did all the usual things, foreplay, touching, he licked me out (which felt sooooo good) and I sucked his dick which was the first uncircumsized dick I had ever seen. He put on a condom and for about 5 minutes he went from really slow and gentle to me having one leg up above my head. We did alot of other kinky things, and then he asked me if I had ever done it in my ass and while I was reluctant, I thought, sure. He only went in and out a few times before it hurt a little too much but he said he was was close, so I pulled off his condom and started sucking his dick.

I’m not sure what overcame me, maybe because I find it so much easier to orgasm with cum, but I squatted on top of his cock. Suddenly I felt him squirting his cum inside me and I immediately orgasmed. In know we had agreed to use protection, but I couldn’t help myself.

I cleaned off and about 30 minutes later we all met up in the living room. I started to feel really guilty about what had happened, especially because my husband didn’t know he came inside me.

Two weeks have passed and my husband is away (again). I remembered that my friend said that sometimes posting pictures makes her feel good about herself…..so I did.

I hope you enjoy them. The comments are making me fuzzy.

(I don’t know how to add pictures here – first time, but they are on my profile)
Actually, I’ll try this [Imgur](https://i.imgur.com/XkVNgLf.png) but I have more pics. If yu could give them a thumbs up, I want alot of people to see them. :)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/81shwo/f_why_i_decided_to_post_a_few_pictures