[F] I’m finally a sub!!

So basically, this starts off with me being incredibly unsatisfied with all aspects of my marriage. Mediocre sex quickly devolved into a DB. When we did have sex I found it increasingly harder and harder to cum. He didn’t do it for me. At all. Not like he was trying either.

Enter R4R. I figured I would give it a shot as my area of residence has pretty slim pickings when it comes to tinder, craigslist, or any of those other sites. At this point, sexual frustration was definitely a player, but that wasn’t exactly what I was looking for. I was looking for somebody who got me. Now, if you’re a [F] an have ever posted on R4R then you know the tidal wave of messages you receive. They just kept coming. Those who could identify with my situation, those who couldn’t, and those who, frankly, didn’t really care. They just wanted to get to know me.

I can’t say exactly what made reply to this one particular message. Maybe is was the photo. Actually, it was probably the photo. Beard, tattoo, silly face. Done. Hi! There was nothing sexual about my post or his message. Nothing was there to hint that we would work the way we did.

It eventually comes out that we fit together as nicely as freshly baked cookies and a smoke sesh. I’m a sub. I always have been. I like giving in. I like being told what to do. I like being forced. I like that look in my partner’s eye that tells me I’m going to get what I deserve whether I like it or not (but who am I kidding. Of course I like it!). He, on the other hand, is super dominant. Kinks match up with mine. Has this uncanny ability to make me do whatever he wants. I could easily lie when he tells me do things, but I don’t. I want to make him happy. I want that feeling I get after I do what I’m told.

Once all this comes out, it doesn’t stop. Everything little thing turns into me taking pictures for him at work, masturbating in the car as I wait to go grocery shopping, or camming with a third at night…all by his instruction. I’m wet all day and he’s hard all day. He gives me rules, and I follow them. I can touch myself for 1 minute? Done. I can’t cum until I’ve sent you three photos? Of course. I need to pinch my nipple? Right now? [Gladly.](https://imgur.com/OvMY3P6) You want me to tell you all the dirty things I’ve done while you stroke your cock and think of me? Yes, please. You need an upskirt pantiless photo? [Here!](https://imgur.com/puxHhUu).

I’m loving how much its turning me on. I love the excitement it adds to my life. I love how firm he is with me. There is no ‘no’. I do it, or I don’t get to see him cum, which is, handsdown, my favorite part. Seeing how I’ve pleased him. I’ve waited a long time to have something like this. The only way this could possibly be better was if I was able to actually suck his dick, ride him like he wants, or bend over so he can spank me.

I’m also posting this because he told me to. He likes to show me off. I’m getting wet just writing this. I hope it makes him happy and he’ll let me cum. I’ve been a good girl haven’t I?

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/7s3rbe/f_im_finally_a_sub