So i have a history with sex and sexuality that goes back perhaps further than my last birthday lol. some of it fun, maybe out of curiousity or just hormones. I consider myself lucky that i have had some forced situations (only 2. maybe 3) but thankfully they were not what i woudl call violent etc. i would have experiences that i think logically i prob should have talked to a theraplist about but i would laugh it off, and i think each time i did that it just ramped up things a little more. I would act out more and more sexually, doing stupid shit like hitting on men i knew that i should NEVER hit on, doing things to shock people, blowing a guy in the target changing room, etc.. i have not slept all night because i met up a guy i met cause i responded to his craigslist. i have read those ads for some time and have met up w a few. mostly just like if i needed a certain release. i have been with people of both sexes (a LOT) lol. i have been reckless aobut things, but thankfully somehow never got any std or worse. the guy last night i ONLY knew what his cock looked like and i guess that was good enough. he is yet another guy who is 2-3 times my age but to make it worse when i get to his room i know him. friends w his daughter but i go in anyway i think in part because of that like “i dont gaf. does not phase me” kinda shit. anyway. was it fun? sure. he made me cum, and had a very suckable cock. downside. how am i going to look my friend in the eye knowing i fucked her dad? how am i supposed to just be chill going over to her house? just like on one hand im like ok that basically im slutty. so what.. on other hand i feel like im walking around dropping hand grenades and unaware how fucking lucky i am that i never got injured so far.. well not physically. lol. or am i over thinking this all? I have never been able to be faithful to anyone i have been with and if they hint to stop being flirty i hate it and do dumber things to say fuck you and basically chase them off. so there you go.. not as fun as some of the posts on here but im honestly worried i might have like an actual addiction. Oh. and im very short like almost 4’6″ thin, gymnast and 1/2 asian.. so on top of just regular hookups i guess i also fall into a couple of fetish categories cause of the asian thing, gymnast thing, small boobies thing and cause im told i look a lot younger than i am. i hope y’all dont roast me too bad but im curious to get honest feedback.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/7mtyx0/f_18_arkansas_how_do_you_know_if_you_have_a
I think the only way to know if you have a problem is if you get in a relationship and can’t stay faithful … going through it now actually
What do you think yiur problem is? Your lack of caring about who you sleep with? The risks you take to get sex? (From what you say, youre attractive so getting sex shouldn’t take cragslist hook ups)
If you are really worried, you should see a therapist.
If you think you have some kind of problem I would suggest this isn’t really the appropriate subreddit for it.
It sounds like a problem that we haven’t met before! What part of Arkansas you from?
So my question is, do you have any limits? Like members of the animal kingdom? Dogs maybe?
Haha we’ll just leave it right here!
Maybe the not being able to stay in a relationship without pushing it away might be u haven’t found someone that matches how much u want or need sex
You sound like you are a concerned you might have a problem, but not worried about it too much yet because there haven’t been any negative consequences, like an STI. There’s nothing wrong with having sex whenever you want when it is consensual with everyone involved. I would suggest talking to a therapist about the things that seem to bother you, before the could become bigger issues.
Sent you a pm
Try r/sex
Matbe a stage you are going thru. Hormons. We all get real horny
Pics?