Fuck it, it’s how I feel.🙃 [MF]

I honestly don’t know if this is even a thing because of where it falls on the kink charts, to describe myself after discovering a new “kink” for a lack of better terms that I never knew existed within myself.

I would consider myself a dominant male for the most part, the opposite of submissive would be an understatement.

So here’s what happened…My Ex-GF and I were off and on for the better part of 5 years. Full of highs and lows but the sex was always great, like 10/10 top fucks of my life. Our track record for breaking up and getting back together was rough, until our last time getting back together she mentioned how she had been on a few dates. Out of curiosity, I ask with who. She told me it was someone I knew but she wasn’t going to tell me a name, it pissed me off but fuck I wanted to know. I asked her if she did anything with him, she said it was none of my business but smirked and I can’t explain it as good as I want to but it sent a rush through my body. I was dying to know what she did and who it was with. We left it alone and eventually started fucking again. One day we were in my bed, she slid my shorts down and started to stroke my cock. I asked her about the guy she went on a date with again, I looked right at her and said “fucking tell me, I wanna know.” She paused, I said “don’t you dare stop, tell me what the fuck you did.” And let me tell you what followed was like something I’ve never experienced before. She stroked my cock and told me about how she went home after drinks with this guy, and how it all started when she sucked his cock on the couch and then laid face down on his bed while he fucked her from behind. To this day, that was the first time in my life that I’d ever cum that hard.

Ever since that day, I’ve never been the same. Now every fantasy I have is about thanking about her fucking other guys. I realize how that fits into the cuck category But I don’t think I am 100% that. So I don’t know, this is all new to me.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/120hr77/fuck_it_its_how_i_feel_mf

13 comments

  1. Sounds like you enjoy knowing she’s hot enough to fuck other guys. Do you think you’d be up for sharing her with others while you watch?

  2. Sounds like you might be into hotwifing. You might also be into stag/vixen.

  3. Man this is a hot and believeable story. I can exactly picture this happening with my wife. I feel like i’d be jealous, but that jealous IS part of the hotness for some reason. Is she hot? Now I wanna know!

  4. I don’t think “cuck” applies here, as it’s more related to the gf/bull dynamic and how they humiliate you, and it doesn’t sound like you have anything related to humiliation here. I think the hotwife scenario sounds more likely here.

  5. I think you may want to look into compersion. I’ve definitely felt the similar thing. I don’t think it’s quite a cuck thing but it’s definitely really hot

  6. You are not alone. I can’t think of anything hotter than the girl I love being railed by other men. I usually like to understand my own psychological motivations, but I can’t put my finger on this one… I have to love her deeply to be turned on by this and it’s motivated partly by jealousy and partly by trust. I think that knowing that she is desirable to other men, but mine to either have to myself or share at my will is the crux of it.

  7. I just get off at the idea of my wife getting off. Her pleasure is sexy to me. I don’t see it as a cuck thing- her orgasms with me are hot af- I just think she’s sexy when she’s feeling sexy.

  8. Hotwifing for sure – particularly if it’s more about her going out and getting laid, then coming home to tell you about it rather than you _watching_ her fuck another guy.

    Does that sound about right?

  9. i had a college ex that pulled a similar move on me, thinking it would make me jealous. but really i loved the fact that she was a complete slut. She kept trying to out slut herself to bother me when all it did was turn me on.

  10. You’re more of a Stag than a Cuck. Everyone thinks you have to be a cuck to want to see your woman getting fucked by another man but that is not true.

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