This is quite a kinky story, if you don’t like that, than just don’t read it. If you like me because of my exhibitionism, I do still do a lot of that. But someone requested I post about my humiliation kink so here you go
I don’t have a kink where I like to be treated like a baby and it’s not because I like potty play, but I have a huge humiliation/degrade kink. I like feeling like I don’t have basic human rights. So one day I decided I could easily achieve this by saying that I’m not allowed to use the toilet at all anymore. I’m still going to shower, but if I need to use the bathroom I can’t use a toilet, it didn’t matter how I did it just not a toilet
For the first 2 weeks I did my business in my backyard. I was living in this small really old house. Like so old it had a shitty outhouse in the back. It probably hadn’t been used in years. Though tbh maybe it was just something the previous owners built for fun, idk. Either way I’m getting caught up in this. I didn’t use the outhouse cause I consider it a toilet, but I used outhouse as cover from neighbors windows. It was relatively safe.
Whenever I had to wipe I used toilet paper and then through it in the trash outside. I could’ve just made an exception and thrown it im the toilet but I was worried if I made too many exceptions I’d make it too easy on myself. Plus part of the reason I went through with this idea was I convinced myself I’d save on the water bill.
After a bit of this it got a little old. I started to think it was too gross going outside. But before I gave up, I realized I could use diapers. I’m a fairly skinny person, I definitely could fit in some larger diapers. So that’s what I did. I went to the store and bought a bunch. I hid them in my closet cause if anyone saw them in my house they’d think I was pregnant or something. Which is arguably less humiliating than the truth.
I got home and I immediately put one on and tried to use it but I should’ve realized they’re made for babies so it does not hold all of my pee. After cleaning it up I started looking for adult diapers. I don’t want those big white ones old people wear though, I want the humiliation of having like minny mouse or something on it. Turns out there’s kink websites you can buy baby diapers that are made for adults. I ordered some of those, each pack would last about a week so I set a reminder to order new ones weekly. They also came in discrete packaging, so I didn’t have to worry about that.
I used up the remaining baby diapers I bought while I waited for the new ones. I just tried my best to put 2 of them on at once and sat on a bunch of towels when I peed in case it leaked. When the new diapers arrived I tested them out, and they were perfect. So for about the next 6 months, I only peed in diapers. For the first week or 2 of diapers I was determined to just wait to pee when I got home from work so I wouldn’t have to wear diapers to work, but after basically peeing my pants on my way home from work I gave in and started wearing them basically everywhere I went.
I worked as a receptionist at a hotel at the time. And so to make it more humiliating for me, I would specifically wait until I was talking to a customer before I would pee. At first it was hard to actually get myself to pee but after a week it became really easy. It’s just so humiliating to be talking to a complete stranger while peeing. I tried to only pee once each time I was at work because there’s really no way to change my diaper. Even if I’m in a private bathroom, I didn’t want people to see my diaper in the trash can.
The humiliation was so exhilarating though. There’s something so embarrassing about talking to perfectly normal people who can use the bathroom whenever they want while sitting in your dirty diaper.
And that’s how things were for the longest time. I went shopping, to the movies, hung out with friends. All while in a diaper. It’s actually kinda handy too. I don’t like public restrooms, and so I didn’t use one, the entire time. Plus when watching a movie you don’t have to like hold yourself off on drinking too much so you don’t have to miss the movie to go to the bathroom.
Eventually though i started going to college and I got a dorm and wasn’t able to do this anymore so I gave in and use toilets now. Though not only do I miss the humiliation, it was just so much more convenient. As soon as I can find a place to live near my college where I don’t have roommates, I will 100% be going back to diapers.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/11q1xg6/i_f_19_spent_about_half_a_year_in_diapers_as