I [40M] can’t stop obsessing over wanting to share my wife [38F] with friends [MFM]

The urge has been getting stronger over the years. It’s to the point now where every fantasy I have involves doing something sexy and “wrong” with my wife and other guys. In fact, the closer the friends are to us, the more it turns me on.

About 8 years ago, while out with my (now) wife and best friend, we were drinking at a bar and the topic somehow turned where my wife said “well i have really nice nipples”. I didn’t think much of it other than “man, that was hot”. But then like 2 minutes later, she privately pulled out one tit and said “should i show him?” And before I said “yes”, she called his name and his jaw literally dropped. After she put it away and we talked about it, she immediately said “I can show you guys again?” And then pulled it out again! I was SO turned on, I told her I wanted to go home and play truth or dare or something. She agreed. Before we went home, we stopped at another bar. This time, she called MY name at one point and said “look” and pointed down to here tits. They were both discretely out and my friend’s hand was tweaking one of her nipples. He was staring at me like “dude, i did not initiate this”. It was fucking hot. Then we went to a restaurant together and sat in a bench, wife in between us. At one point they started making out and his hand was going down between her legs but she freaked out and stopped. That’s where it ended. Between the alcohol and the weird situation, she started crying and wanted to leave. She was SO mad at me saying “why would you let him do this to me? Don’t you love me?” It was a shitty end to an otherwise hot night.

To this day, we are all still great friends and none of us have ever brought it up again. Until a month ago, I mentioned to my friend “remember that night you played with ******’s tits?”….and he says he doesn’t remember any of it! What the actual fuck. I’m still so pissed at him a month later about that but he’s like “did i? oh man that’s crazy, i don’t remember. maybe i did? Guess i was drunk”

Anyway, that night has been in my almost nightly spank bank for 8 years. I’m dying to do something crazy like that again. I gathered every hot naughty pic I could find of her and placed them in order of hotness as I would want to slowly reveal to someone. I then showed my best friend and it was so fucking exciting to me. He just doesn’t understand though – he’s the opposite – he’s insancely jealous and would never want others to see his girlfriends. We had a long talk about this and realize how different everyone is.

I wanted to do it again, but couldn’t think of who I’d share it with. I decided my other friend – he’s known us for 12 years and lived with us as a roomate at one point. I sent him a single pic of her in her underwear. He replied “uhhh, ok.” Not the reaction i was hoping for. I said “dude, I thought it’d be hot for you to see that! You’ve known her for so long” He’s like “but that’s your wife”. “Well don’t you think she’s hot?!” i said. He’s like “yea, but…”. “Can I send you another?” He says “if you want”. Just not as receptive and turned on as I thought he’d be. Over the next couple weeks I sent him a new hot pic getting progressively hotter each day. I reserved one super hot one I haven’t show anyone yet (full spread lips and all) because i’m scared that once i send that, the excitement will lessen.

Surely I’m fucking crazy, right? Why do I get turned on so much by this? Just typing this out has me so turned on right now. Kinks are very real and very powerful. That is all.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/11a62j5/i_40m_cant_stop_obsessing_over_wanting_to_share