This story has a lot of red flags in it for what this relationship was: unhealthy and toxic. Nevertheless, this story frequently enters my mind from time to time because it has certain elements in it that get me going even though these events took place about 15 years ago.
It was a long week. Stressful hours in the office and bad sleep. This was the summer of 2008 and it was hot and humid. Friday finally rolls around and when I got home I was pretty tired. It wasn’t my intention to fall asleep early, but I guess my eyes were heavy and I drifted off. I had plans to hang out with friends, but those plans faded away as soon as my head hit the pillow.
I had been dating this girl, let’s call her C (I have another story of her in my history that I wrote for r/hotpast), for about a year and a half. Things were a bit rocky and we had split and gotten back together again, but things were still tenuous in our relationship.
We did not have plans that evening and although we would probably call each other to see what was going on, I had fallen asleep early and did not call her before my nap. I was sleeping peacefully, when suddenly I was woken by a frantic loud banging at my front door. Startled awake with a jolt of adrenaline, I rush to the front door in just my shorts and t shirt to see what the emergency is. When I open the door, my GF barges right through the door and past me and enters the apartment. Now for some backstory, we had tried living together but it wasn’t working out so she had got her own place and I tried to establish some boundaries around my personal space at home. So having her just barging through before I could even asked her what was going on really got on my nerves.
About C: She was about 5’6”. She’s ¾ white and ¼ Mexican. She had long straight black hair, pale skin, hazel eyes and straight bangs. Think of a shorter and slightly Latina version of Zooey Deschanel from the mid 2000s. She had firm B cup breasts that fit perfectly in my hands with small and round sensitive nipples. She had a small cute round butt. She loved to be spanked. She had come from work and was wearing her usual work clothes: plaid skirt, white button up blouse and beige cardigan. No stockings because it was the hot summer months. She at least had the courtesy to kick off her flats before entering my apartment, so she was barefoot. She wore little to no makeup and in my memory she wasn’t wearing any this evening.
She demands to know what I was doing and why I hadn’t returned any of her calls or texts. She is checking all the rooms (I didn’t live in a big apartment). I am kind of dumbfounded at this point, because I have no idea what she is looking for and where is the fire.
“Why didn’t you call or text me back?”
“I was sleeping. What is going on?”
“Did you have anyone else over here?”
“No.”
“I was calling you and calling you and you didn’t pick up”
“Um.. ok, well we didn’t have plans tonight”
I look at my phone which was in vibrate mode. I have a ton of missed calls and texts from C. All the texts are along the lines of “Hello?” “What are you doing?” “Where are you?” “Call me back ASAP” the last one read “I’m coming over”
A little more backstory here. You see, a few months ago, she went to a party without me and cheated on me with this guy. She ended up sucking his dick and fucking him that night before coming back to my place and falling asleep next to me. So needless to say, there were some trust issues going on in this relationship. Ever since I had found out she had slept with that other guy, she had convinced herself that I would cheat on her to exact my revenge. I never did, nor did I want to, but that didn’t stop her from believing that I had a mission to cheat on her to get even. So since it was Friday night and I wasn’t calling her back or answering her texts was all the evidence she needed to assume I was busy at home fucking another girl.
At this point, I am pretty pissed off. First, she wakes me up for no damn reason. Second, she barges in unannounced. Third, she has me explain my benign actions to her as she not-so-subtly accuses me of cheating on her, despite the fact she was the only cheater in the room.
Me: You know what, I just want you to go, I don’t want to explain myself to you anymore and I don’t want to hang out with you tonight. Just go home and we can talk tomorrow.
C: I’m sorry
Me: I don’t care I just want to be alone tonight I don’t want to deal with you.
I could sense she realized she knew she fucked up. She starts going into damage control mode in the only way she knew how.
C: Wait, I want to make you feel better
Me: If you want to make me feel better, then just go home
She steps in closer and puts her hand on my crotch
C: Is there another way I can make you feel better?
Me: No, just go home. Im too upset for any of that right now.
C: But I don’t like to see you upset like this.
C gets on her knees in the middle of my bedroom and starts unbuckling my belt
Me: What are you doing? (Stupid question, I know what she is doing)
C: I want to
Me: You think sucking my dick is going to fix this?
C: It wont?
At this point, I am still upset. But her behavior is starting to chip away at my resolve and she knows it. She is undoing my belt and I am not exactly pushing her away or trying too hard to get out of the situation.
C. Please? I want to.
She is going into submissive mode. She is playing me like a fiddle and I can’t resist.
Me: Fine. but when I cum I want to cum on your face.
Now, she knew I had a kink for this, but up until this point in our relationship she hadn’t let me give her a facial and I respected that. I figured that in this moment, she would reconsider. Perhaps because she really did want to undo her earlier actions and make it up to me, combined with her slowly entering some kind of subspace she says:
C: ok, but you have to take me out to a nice dinner after.
Damn. She always knew how to get something out of it. But I wasn’t going to let this opportunity slide, this could be my one shot (literally and figuratively).
Me: ok fine.
C: But it has to be a nice place. Not somewhere with ketchup bottles on tables.
Jeez, she sure knows how to squeeze value out of this.
Me: ok deal.
Negotiations out of the way it was time to get down to business.
Shorts now out of the way, I let her slip off my boxers and my flaccid but growing dick is now just a few inches from her face. I am usually pretty big on hygiene. It wasn’t gross down there or anything but I always liked to freshen up or take a shower if possible before any type of sex but there was something about this moment that felt raw and dirty which made me not care too much about how it might have smelled. Besides, she wasn’t complaining. She wanted to suck my dick, who was I to stop her?
I know some people like to hear about how I look down there so I will give a brief description. I’m uncut and a little over 6” long fully erect.
She slowly licks the tip of my penis and I can feel my frustration and anger start to melt away. She slowly lets my cock enter her mouth as it starts to grow inside her. She is really starting to lean into the submissive mindset. She is moaning and giving me eye contact as I begin to thrust in and out of her mouth as the tip of my cock moves from her lips to the back of her throat. She expertly matches the rhythm of her tongue to my thrusts and I begin to feel my orgasm building. Before I let my orgasm get too close I pull my dick out of her mouth.
Me: suck on my balls
Without saying a word she fondles my balls with her fingers and begins to lick my ballsack. I move her hands out of the way.
Me: I don’t want you to use your hands. Just your mouth.
C: OK
C moves her hands down and rests them on her lap. I start to jerk off while I watch her attempt to get my balls in her mouth.
I remember looking down and what a sight to behold! I am naked except for my tshirt and here she is, on her knees in the middle of my bedroom enthusiastically servicing me. To think just a few minutes ago we were yelling at each other. Her hands were still obediently in her lap. She is still in her work clothes which are essentially the adult version of a catholic schoolgirl outfit and I can see the soles of her small bare feet tucked under her butt as she slurps on my balls.
I wasn’t going to last much longer. For some reason though, I started to get cold feet. What if this wasn’t right? What if she didn’t want to do this? I pull back a little bit. She looks up at me to see if everything is ok.
Me: Are you sure it’s ok for me to cum on your face?
C: Yes. Just try not to get it in my eyes. I want to see the cum shoot out of your dick
😳
Very well then.
Me: Open your blouse.
Again, with no words she takes off her cardigan and throws it to the side. She unbuttons her blouse, takes it off and then takes off her bra in one quick motion and puts her hands back in her lap. Damn… I’m not going to last much longer. She gives me a look like “what are you waiting for?”
I take a step closer and rub my saliva coated dick all over her face and give her face few light dick slaps. She is loving it. I put my dick back in her mouth. It was one of those erections that is so hard it kind of hurts. I wouldn’t say that I face fucked her, it was more like “face love making”. Slow, steady even thrusts.
Me: Im going to cum soon.
C: (with a dick filled mouth) Mmmhmm
I feel my balls start to tighten. I pull out and start jerking off a bit. I am already passed the point of no return. I tell her to tilt her head back. Her eyes are flickering as there is some conflict here: She knows I’m about to cum on her face and she doesn’t want cum in her eye, but she also wants to see the cum shoot out of my dick.
Finally, it happens. I unload on her cheeks, lips and mouth. I expertly avoid her eyes because I am a gentlemen. The excess drips off her chin and onto her breasts and lap and some gets on her skirt.
We both have this come down to earth moment with me standing over her, depleted of my life energy and her still on her knees with my warm cum running down her face.
I get her a towel and help her clean off.
Me: What do you want for dinner?
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/10pnov9/gf_lets_me_cum_on_her_face_to_apologize_for