[M]18 in Thailand; got to know she was trans after 20 mins of fucking

Majorly as the title says, I went for one of those happy ending massage and I thought i picked a good girl. Totally forgot that thailand is known for ladyboy. I went in there, and it felt good.. she had some “b cup” size boobs. She first undressed me and kept saying that my dick is big, I thought thats just something they say to everyone for better experience. She then said lets shower so I invited her in with me, we showered naked together and she had tucked her dick in between her legs and it was a bit hairy so i thought it was a pussy.

She then quicky covered and we went back to the bed, she turned off the light even tho i asked her to keep it on, i thought she wasnt comfortable or something. I first asked her to massage me and apply a bit of oil over my body so that i have evidence that i went for massage only when i came out. After that she just started giving me handjobs and blowjobs, just the tip tho, no deep throats..

Finally i asked for a condom and she again kept saying big cock, then she said that she only has small condoms and asked if ill fuck her without condom but i need to cum outside. I was genuinely scared to fuck her without a condom so i just asked for the small condom. She put it on for me and as soon as she did it hurted like a bitch. That was a kind of moment i though i am not that small actually. She then took it off and pulled another condom on me.. it was relatively okay and was pulling a bit out but the best i could get.
After that i started fucking her and omg, it felt like she was shouting in pain. Which didnt feel like moans but that it actually hurt her.. i asked her again and again to ensure she was comfortable and if she wanted it. She said yes and i was okay then. I kept fucking her and switched positions regularly. She literally applied half the lube aNd emptied it on my dick, i was surprised cause i thought her hole would be big and wouldnt need much since the people who would sleep with her would be numerous with various sizes. But even after 15-20 mins of fucking her, i didn’t cum, and thats when i realised and saw that she had a dick. A very small dick which couldnt even get hard. It was an utter shock for me and i didnt know what to do.. after a minute of thinking i fucked her again and more wild this time… I couldnt and didnt cum all the time i did this.. and i dont know what to feel. I am sorry but i feel it would have been better for me if she was a girl or a trans with a hard dick.. or a man even. But with all and not working dick i am in a sTate of confusion of what even happened.

Extremely sorry if i was offensive to any one

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/10jd2ix/m18_in_thailand_got_to_know_she_was_trans_after