About 15 years ago, I (now 34M, then 19M) was visiting Goa with a few friends. I’m Indian, 6ft tall and kept myself fit by working out and swimming. Most of the trip involved a lot of drinking and generally going for long rides on rented scooters.
A few days into the holiday, a bunch of us were sitting in the AC hotel room covered under a blanket. The tv was playing and we were nursing hangovers from the previous night.
The person sitting next to me (let’s call her Chandni, 27F at the time) started rubbing her leg against mine under the covers.
I was a little taken aback, I had a long distance partner at that time and was hesitant to proceed. But being 19, I reciprocated by touching her.
Slowly, I began sliding my hand on her thigh, she firmly took my hand and slid it into her leggings, she wasn’t wearing anything under them and I started rubbing my hand around her pussy, stroking it. She spread her legs apart and I slid my finger in. Slowly fingering her under the covers. I was really concerned about the others finding out and after a few minutes I pulled my hand out.
That’s all that happened at that time, there were other people on the bed sleeping around us.
As the day carried on, we went out drinking around various shacks on the beach. At one point, Chandni came and sat next to me and told me that when we head back to the hotel room she wanted to continue where we left off.
I wasn’t too sure about wanting to continue but, I didn’t decline the offer, instead I did my best to stay out for as long as possible that night.
She left to go back the hotel around 1am, I stayed out till 4am. When I returned to the room, she was asleep on the bed. A male friend, came back along with me and fell asleep on the floor.
When I brushed and jumped into bed, I may have woken her up, because she turned towards me and started roughly scratching my chest under my T-shirt. I thought if I would pretend to pass out she’d let me be. She dragged her nails across my chest, pinching my nipples and then following trail of hair down my torso and onto my groin.
She started stroking my dick and that’s when I opened my eyes. Our mutual friend was sleeping on the other side of bed, I was feeling awkward and really didn’t want to be seen mid-sex. I was also feeling guilty about my girlfriend and I told her I didn’t want to continue, but she continued anyway.
So there, with another man sleeping in the room. I lost my virginity.
She started by going down on my and sucking my dick. She first licked my shaft and the then took the entire length into her mouth. I could have stopped her I suppose, but my body betrayed me and was starting to really enjoy the lack of control.
She then started roughly sucking on my balls, making sure to swallow each one and then she began running her nails all over my groin. She came up to my face and holding it with her other hand she kissed me.
She started to mount me as we kissed, I told her that we should use a condom and that I had one in my wallet. She paused for a second as I got the condom out and quickly put it onto my dick, which was hard by now.
She adjusted herself over my dick and slide it into her pussy. I was cheating on my girlfriend now, there were no two ways about it.
She continued her rough play by constantly clawing on my nipples and scratching my chest. By this time I was certain that our friend on the other end of the bed was awake and knew what we were doing. Whatever the case, thankfully he continued to pretend to sleep.
After a few minutes of riding me, she slid of my dick and in one movement pulled my condom off and immediately went back to riding me. I remember being surprised and protesting softly (I didn’t want to wake my friend up) but she continued. Soon I was close to cumming, I told her I was going to cum and that she should get off. She pinched my nipple once more and kissed me. I came inside her.
After that I went off to sleep. woke up in the morning with her next to me. I didn’t speak to her for the rest of the day and headed back home in the evening.
The experience activated a few deep seated kinks that I had: rough play, confident and dominant women among others.
In the aftermath, I felt quite guilty about my relationship and my then girlfriend and we slowly drifted apart. I was extremely concerned about her getting pregnant over the next few months but fortunately nothing happened
I only met Chandni once again after the incident but that’s another story for another time.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/10e9pbd/mf_nonconsensual_sex_that_gave_me_a_lifetime_of
Man… this was just sad. I’m sorry that happened to you.