Hi All,
Hope you’re well. Been meaning to keep a ‘diary’ of my sex life for a while now. I’m highly sexually charged – a 8/10, my girlfriend is more like a 3/10. Nearly everything that happens is at her say so. She stopped me from touching her erotically at random times, sex only happens if she’s in the mood (I can always get her in the mood but it doesnt start off that way). So I’m looking for an outlet for this conflict in my mind, this perceived one-sidedness. Something that gives me control and appeases my sexual side.
This diary si 100% genuine, my thoughts, feelings, sexual encounters..everything written is true. Apparently needs to be stated: we are both over 18.
**Reality hits**
I’ve only had a few sexual encounters with girls, but the biggest surprise for me when I finally lost my virginity and managed to score a few times was that it did not feel tight. Years of fantasizing, death-grip masturbation and lies from porn had me believing that sex with a girl would feel tight. Do you know what I mean?
Instead, what I found was that pussy was fairly open, i.e when I’m sliding in and out of that cavern, there wasn’t much feeling or sensation. Whilst their eyes rolled backwards, mouths open in ecstasy I was always left craving some grip.
I’m not a dick so didn’t do what some guys probably would have done: blame the girls. Instead I Googled and learnt that a vagina when turned on will ‘balloon’. Yes exactly how it sounds.
*Damnit – could masturbation be better then sex?*
**The Tightest Pussy**
I’ve been in a relationship for a few years now and here comes the topic for this ‘blog’. My sex life with my girlfriend who I am extremely physically attracted to. She has a really..really tight pussy.
It’s not just tight. It’s gorgeous. It’s also really small. Literally the length of her pussy (visible between her legs) is smaller than my little finger. It’s the cutest, smallest, pinkest, tightest provider of joy I could ever have dreamed of, and I landed it. The really pink colour alone is enough to drive me wild, but yeh.
If you think I’m heading down a slippery slope of controversy, you are right. Life is complicated.
The first time I tried to have sex with my GF was an eye opening experience. I had her for a night and started by adorning her with roses and whisking her away to a stunning sunset by the sea. It was only our 3rd date, and in hindsight I am sceptical she suspected my indecent intentions.
After we got to bed, I’m excitedly fooling around. There’s some thick hair growing out of her areola she’s conscious about but her boobs are stunning – her nipples so pink and small. She asks me if I have protection. I groan, it never feels as good, but yes I do. I climb over her, spread her legs and place myself between them, laying on top of her. We spend quite some time kissing, caressing, sucking touching. Eventually I direct my rod and go in for the conquest but encounter some stiff resistance. Where is this entrance. I pull my hand down and finger her slit, find her place. It’s nice and wet, well lubricated. I spread some of it around on the exterior. I redirect my cock to her hole and try to push in.
Have you ever humped your mattress? That’s how it felt, literally no give at all. “Ouch” she exclaims.
I’m a bit confused and wondering why it feels like a wall, but I keep trying, hiding my frenzy – I’m pushing and prodding and eager to enter but not making much progress at all. I shift positions due to becoming tired. Eventually my head slips in and boy does it feel great. Suddenly it feels ‘open’.
I take a breather laying on top of her whilst my tip is inside her, holding both her hands in mine, interlocked above her head. From here it’s a bit easier as I use my bodyweight to push down inside her all the way in. I see stars. She gasps, her mouth agape and eyes closed. It feels sensational but is short lived – due to the lengthy period of poking and stimulation my cock is tired, feeling bruised. Plus I can sort of feel a squeeze around me – I do two full strokes and explode with an extremely unsatisfactorily quick orgasm. 20 minutes of work, only 5 seconds inside her.
I actually wrote a diary entry at the time and here are some short excerpts:
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“A card game, Talk Flirt Date, and a movie”
“We arrived early evening, had dinner and started to kiss & touch. We decided to use the spa facilities first after which we kissed and touched again, and this led to going upstairs. Gave her a massage using the oil that I had bought.”
“We talked about sex and she told me she was not ready, and was wondering if things were moving too fast. I was quite disappointed as I had been really aroused for a long time, I had a hard on practically all evening. I was super wanting it. She said she may be able to get going if I went down on her, which I did. Her pussy was small and her hole just about fit my finger comfortably!!!”
This was at the very outset of our relationship, but I wanted to start at the beginning. We’ve both evolved since then, a lot has happened. A lot. I’ve done things I’m not proud of. I’ve said things that are wrong. I’ve said things that are right. I’ve taken photos and videos. We’ve experimented. I’ve given a lot of love, more than I have to give. But I’ve taken advantage as well.
I didn’t know it was possible but over time I’ve grown more and more sexually attracted to her. Those phrases you hear in music ‘pussy to die for’ etc – make sense now. I could spend hours with her naked (and I have done), just touching and feeling and rubbing. That sensation of placing my strong manly hand over her tiny vagina and firmly holding her there..
Comment if you want me to keep going – and don’t mind me venting and being my psychiatrists. I’m open to suggestions on how I can deal with it all and be less sexual. How do I deal with the unbalanced passion in this relationship. She once wondered if I was a sex addict and I’m left wondering if it’s true 😔😞 I don’t want to be that.
My previous relationship was opposite – my ex-GF always wanted sex but I did not – Her body was nice, but my physical attraction to her was average.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/zku6c3/mf_heaven_pt1_my_girlfriends_tight_pussy