I just generally enjoy being the bottom/sub when it comes to the sex between us. I like giving up control and pleasing him, and he always makes sure to please me too.
But last weekend, I was over at his place and we had a bit of a serious chat about something private I won’t disclose here. It got to the point where he got upset, angry. Not to me of course, but just the situation. Eventually, something in me just comes up and says I should take control. So the first thing I do is kiss him. Softly. His mood of course improves slightly and he thanks me, but then I kiss him again. And again, until we’re making out. Eventually I stand up and say “Come on” and look to his bedroom. We kiss all the way there and I’m already topless and braless by the time we step in.
I lift off his shirt and say “Lay down” and he gives me that smirk I can’t quite describe but I’m sure most of you have seen from your partner. I then say “Get undressed”, he happily does, as I undress myself nude and place my remaining clothes on his dresser. Once he puts his condom on, he tries wrapping me in his arms to bring me down to keep kissing him more but I don’t let him. He originally thought I was gonna tie him up because I held his arms down for a moment, but I don’t and instead move one hand to his chest, the other to his crotch and put his erection in myself. Slowly. Very slowly.
His hands start to explore my body, nails digging into me just hard enough, as my hands are on his chest. I start moaning, but not like I usually do where we chat and have silly conversation. No, I was just moaning my heart out. And he was grunting like a beast, which only made me go louder. And we weren’t even going fast. We were quite slow, actually. Slow and steady.
“Relax” was really the only thing I said the whole time. That and I smirked the longer it went on. Eventually I asked him “You close” and he nodded back so we sped up. At that point I started moaning his name, and he moaned mine, now playing with my tits as well. When I finally was so close to that I couldn’t hold back anymore, I got up close to his face and moaned right into his mouth, then into his ear, almost screaming. He finished not long after and we both laid there exhausted.
After we cleaned up and laid next to each other, he asked “Where did that come from?”, to which all I could think to say was “I don’t know exactly”. And we both laughed.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/zfh4da/im_usually_a_bottom_21f_but_id_be_lying_if_being
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