I have no impulse control and I’m not sure I want any. I’m a man in my 30’s, good job, I own my house and I pay my bills, I work out and I eat well. Generally a very functional adult. I test my drugs and I have safe sex. But I do a lot of both.
When I was younger it was sleeping with random girls from bars, off the internet, neighbors, friends, any time I felt like it. I have slept with every one of my coworkers who I find attractive and one who I don’t. I love taking women to a few swinger resorts around town, watching them fuck a couple other guys while I jack off or fuck those guy’s women. For the last few years I’ve been really into sex workers. I treat them well, but I patronize them often. I still sleep with non sex workers but I’ve developed a bit of a fetish for transactional sex. I know a lot of men do that for a feeling of control, I think for me it’s simply convenience and the fact that I know I just get to leave, and I never have to look them in the eye again. In some cases I will choose to go pay someone over a naturally occurring hookup. I do it at massage parlors, independent girls, on my lunch breaks, sunday mornings, anytime the mood strikes me. I also dabble with a lot of drugs(no opiates of any kind, no meth and no needles but quite literally everything else).
Over the summer I bought a sheet of acid, and took it just about every day for a month. Took a trip to portland, booked 3 days with a Russian escort and spent the entire time doing Molly, acid and just doing anything sexually i felt like that she would allow(she allowed a lot). We ordered room service and didn’t leave or put clothes on the entire time, I ran through an entire box of rubbers. I recently picked up an ounce of coke and went on a 2 week bender, booked a ticket to new york city in the middle of it to hit every single massage parlor with a four star+ rating on rubmaps in midtown, 3-4 a night. Over the top self indulgence the whole time, I booked appointments at the Japanese places with the girls they claim are porn stars, banged every shape and size. The latina spas in queens, doing a ton of blow the entire time. One night I picked up a random girl at the bar in my hotel not even an hour after getting a full service nuru massage from a 20-something korean girl, brought her back to my room and had spun out sex for the rest of the night. During this I worked remotely and nobody even knew I was out of town. Ran out of coke, came home and it was like nothing ever happened. Today I went to a spa between the gym and my office, and got a ridiculously good blowjob from a 60 year old asian lady.
I don’t feel shame or guilt but I do see that this is seriously deviant behavior and nobody in my life has a clue. I get into relationships occasionally, and usually I will hold off on the really over the top stuff for a little while, maybe 6 months, but it doesn’t slow me down for long. That part I do feel bad about so I just wind up ending the relationships – after sleeping with multiple other women – so that I can continue to indulge my fantasies and impulses. I’ve been totally sober, working and living normally for the last 2 weeks since I got back from NYC, but i can’t help but wonder what I’ll get into next. I’m considering picking up a 18-21 year old sugar baby who’s into some drug use and playing that out for a bit.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ypdswz/i_m_am_a_self_indulgent_whore_mongering_drug
I’d say we all got a short time in this world…so why not make the most of it…You are living your life..so as long as you are not over-indulging in drugs and practicing safe sex..you should be good 🙌
Anything with guys?
Now this is the DEFINITION of a Gone Wild Story. Mad props👏🏽👏🏽
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Though, at the risk of sounding preachy, if you feel like your behavior is rooted in an impulse to avoid something that troubles you about your past, yourself, or your life; I do hope that you talking about it helped play as a positive step forward
This man’s life is like the hangover 3. He’s still a functional adult too! I give you props for doing what you want to do with your life. No judgement here. Look at the flip side of miserable married guys who sacrificed everything for a woman and kids who don’t give a flying fuck about them! Your outcome is much better.
I do all of this too, minus the drugs. The Monger life is strong with this one!