21 [F] I had an affair with a man more than twice my age

I had an affair with a man more than twice my age when I was a teenager. A few weeks into the relationship, he started doing some light bonding, which I liked even though I could easily get out of it. Then, one day, he tied me up so that I couldn’t get out. While we were talking normally, I didn’t think too much about it. Then he stopped all of a sudden and stuck his p*** in my an**. I yelled and screamed at him to stop asking me if I liked it. And the more I fought it, the rougher he got, which made me feel ashamed when he finally ejaculated in it. He said he was sorry and that I drove him crazy because I was such a “sexy ass.” After the initial shock wore off and a few days passed, I started to wonder when he would do it again. When he did, I fought it again. Now, many, many years later, I have to admit that rough a*** sex is the only kind I really like.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/y2pvkx/21_f_i_had_an_affair_with_a_man_more_than_twice