I feel really bad about this because I have a boyfriend, but I also felt really bad for my ex. I saw him over the weekend when I was hanging out with my friends. We have mutual friends so it wasn’t like it was weird that he was there or anything, but I was surprised.
We dated last year and the breakup was mutual so it wasn’t bad to see him again. In fact it was nice to catch up. We both had a little too much to drink though and we started to reminisce about things we shouldn’t have been talking about. It was fun at the time, but you shouldn’t really be talking about the hot sex you used to have with your ex when you have a boyfriend right?
Anyway, he eventually confessed that he still loved me, and would think about me a lot. He kept my picture and jerked off to them, and he hasn’t dated a girl that could compare. I was flattered, and a little turned on, but I mostly felt bad. He told me seeing me again brought up all these feelings and he really wanted me. And then he kissed me.
I let him kiss me, and I kissed him back a little before I said that I couldn’t. Then he took my hand and put it on his crotch and said that he was so hard for me. He said no girl could satisfy him like I could. I felt really bad, but I told him I had a boyfriend and we couldn’t do anything.
He left it alone for the rest of the night, but I felt awful he was hurting like that. Once people started to go home I founnd him again to say goodnight. He asked me to stay and talk for a bit. So we sat down and talked but he started talking about things again.
I dont know why I gave in, but I took his dick out and started to jerk him off. There was so much precum I didn’t even have to spit on him or lick him for lube. We kept talking as I jerked him. We talked about our sex and how good it was. He didn’t last very long and he came all over my hand. He thanked me and then we kissed.
I went to the bathroom to clean up, but I ended up licking most of his cum off my hand. I didn’t want him to see me do that though. If I’m honest I wanted to suck him and fuck him. I missed having sex with him, but I had already done enough. Now I have to decide if I tell my boyfriend or not.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/xunezd/25f_i_gave_my_ex_a_handjob_because_i_felt_bad_for
Don’t. Tell. Your. Boyfriend.
He doesn’t need to know.
Awwww that’s so sweet of you
Hot. Usually cheating stories aren’t that exciting to me, but the way you are frustrated and not getting full use of how turned on you get is amazing.
A girl like you should be getting fucked a lot more than you are. So much fun as a guy with a high sex drive being with a girl who has one too, where we can just fuck anytime.
Break up with your current boyfriend, get back together with your ex or don’t, in any case leave your current boyfriend, he deserves better.
you are the only one who knows how is the relationship between your and your current bf. I am not trying to judge because you already said what you did was wrong. Did you do that out of love to your ex (still have feelings for him) or just out of sexual feelings? Ask yourself the question first to know what you exactly want and then speak with your bf. The sooner the better even if the outcome of the conversation is not good.
Don’t tell your boyfriend, just break up with him. You clearly don’t give a shit about him anyway, so just leave him and go be with your ex.
you did what you did. theres no undoing it. dont ruin what you have for just a handjob.
Well, that is an exceedingly inconvenient situation yes you had urges you stopped them for a reason. Remember those reasons why you didn’t do those other things. Only you know the Nature of the relationship you have now. Is the new relationship you have better than the one with the ex? why is he an ex? Also, remember that reason as well as you were drinking doing this and you refused before you got even more drinks into you by the end of the night. so really, it’s up to you to decide who you’re with and fucking. Remember who you can’t live without because one will be gone one will stay.