[F] – guys call me by my hotter friend’s names during sex

My friends are quite attractive and they get a lot of dates with some hot guys..

Whenever they go on dates and the guy says that he’s bringing a friend , they all ask me to come along and don’t ask any of the other girls I don’t know why… but I do go with them to support them and also because I’m single and it’s a lot harder for me to get dates with attractive guys so maybe going to meet their dates friend is not a bad idea since he might be attractive and it’s an easy introduction…

Anyway, that never worked … because the reactions I get are either:

– the guy is too hot and out of my league that it’s kinda obvious that he doesn’t wanna be seen alone with me in public so he can try and hit on other girls in which I end up alone at the bar getting hit on by drunk horny men while my friend is on her date …

– or the guy is horny and it’s very clear that all he wants is to end up having sex and nothing more with me … it kinda is obvious when all his talk is sexual and trying to push me into going home with him…

Which is something I’m not proud of and against my standards but I go with it sometimes… because some of them are so attractive , like guys I would’ve never thought I would be with .. and I just get the hope that it can become more than just sex if he likes me enough after or so on … which obviously never worked yet lol cause I just end up walking home after he’s done …

and now my friends thinks I’m a slut that lets guys hit it on the first date which i think it’s true but I don’t do it for the sex or for me being a slut but I do it because I wish for a relationship out of this ….
But of course I don’t say that to my friends cause telling them I just wanted sex is a lot less embarrassing that telling them the truth of him just using me and then rejecting me after cause that’s all Im useful for in his eyes lol…

Anyway… the things that I kinda noticed a few times…. Is that those guys that often do me doggy or bent over only . And during sex they would call me by my friend’s name that was on a date with their friend … and at the start I used to correct them thinking it was a mistake … and they would just finish quickly and send me home after …

But one time when it happened and I got called by her name I didn’t correct the guy, idk why but I didn’t wanna interrupt him when he was doing it or so … and the sex went on for alot longer and he was just dirty talking to me as if I was her which I figured that he just was imagining it was her since he couldn’t see my face so he could just imagine he was fucking the hotter friend over me …

Which then I kinda noticed that it was what those other guys were also doing and it wasn’t a mistake but when I correct them it ruins their imagination which is why they just end up cumming quickly to get rid of me …

Of course it felt bad and I felt pathetic but I stoped correcting them.. even tho I would feel pathetic about myself … but them imagining that they were fucking a hotter girl made them more passionate and into the sex which was pathetic on my part but it felt better than just being pumped and left alone …

I never told any of my friends about it and I hope those guys never told them neither … I do feel pathetic for accepting such thing … because they just go further now and even would be looking at her photos during sex but it kinda got me better sex if I just forget that they are imagining someone else lol …

( please I’m just sharing a confession, I’m not looking for pity comments or compliments lol , I’m realistic and I know myself, I’m also not here to hook up so stop trying to ask for hook up in my dms )

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/xcgb8p/f_guys_call_me_by_my_hotter_friends_names_during