I know this might not be something that extraordinary to people in more liberal countries but I live in a Conservative Muslim country and to us it is huge. I’ve been repressed all my life and then I got introduced to kink life after marriage. Since then I have been leafing a double life that is the most exciting n the most dangerous thing I have ever done in my life.
The things I’ve done and still do for my husband in kinks are not just taboo, they are down right illegal in our religion and in our society. The consequences of these actions could very literally without any exaggeration lead to death and yet I continue to lead my double life.
In public for family and friends I am a very religious, pious, innocent Muslim woman and wife. In private for my husband, I am a kinky slut to an extent that 95% of the population in my country would not have heard of the kinks I an involved in let alone do them.
I do it because I love it, because my husband loves it, it makes us both happy. We don’t cheat on each other, like most people who end up getting arrange married like we were, we aren’t in a dead bedroom and we are open n honest with each other with a genuine love for each other.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/wcj49h/fm_i_am_a_married_woman_and_i_lead_a_double_life
What kind of kinks?
I was not expecting something so wholesome.
So you are having a bipolar personality?
Well, people in Pakistan do have that, I am Pathan boy , living in religious society, praying in mosque, a Shareef and ibadatguzaar boy.. but deep down , I am the one who fucked milfs in my family, fantasy and kinks that no one can even imagine in a Pakistani household.
If I revealed it, maybe they kill me
Do you know what’s sexy? A man who educates himself and actually knows about mental disorders. Soooo, not you. You don’t know what bipolar is. Bipolar has to do with moods – like manic, happy, depressed, angry. Not sexual behaviors or hiding things from the public eye.
What she has is a public personality and a private life personality. This is quite common for both men and women. Based on this post, this woman does not have any sort of split personality, or multiple personality, nor does she give any hint or indication she might be bipolar.
In the public eye I am very dominant, strong willed, take charge, semi type A personality. Very domme vibes, even when out with a dominant spouse usually. Behind closed doors in very much the opposite (because I truly am not a dominant woman, I just “play one on tv”) – please take control, please make decisions, please tell me what to do, please make the mental stress and agony of my daily life go away. They were considering bipolar for one of my diagnosises but I didn’t fit enough of the criteria. And none of that criteria includes having private kinks that you don’t share with the public.
GO FUCKING EDUCATE YOURSELF ON SHIT YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT BEFORE TALKING SHIT ABOUT PEOPLE. Running your uneducated mouth about stuff also has a high chance of getting you killed in your country.
Lol wow this thread is all over the place
I’m happy for you that you found the life that you’re enjoying
tell us more about what u do
The state and the church – whatever god(s) you preach – should not get involved in people’s bedrooms.
I am glad you find satisfaction laws notwithstanding.