Stay at my side Ch.19 [M/F] [Friends to lovers] [talking about first time] [comforting]

Chapter 19: brotherly duties

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How did the subject change to blowjobs this fast? I would lie if I’d say that I wouldn’t like it, but it was unthinkable that I would demand something from Casey let alone do something that would hurt her. I wasn’t naive enough to think that every boy had this mindset, but that even Casey thought it would be right that she needed to do these things, if I wanted to, left me a little shocked.

I remembered, that she wanted to make me blush and decided to get revenge on her. She still had the Banana in her hand, which was covered in her saliva. I took it out of her hand and bit off the tip. I didn’t care about the saliva. We had kissed each other. It didn’t matter whether she had the banana in her mouth.

That was my way of thinking. Casey still blushed. “Who is blushing now?” Casey didn’t look at me. She pressed the side of her head against my chest and tightened her hug. It seemed like she needed to get something off her chest. “Everything okay?” I asked her. After stroking her head for a while she finally began to speak. “Is it really okay for you to wait? You have needs too and if you want to I guess it would be okay for me.”

I hated it. She obviously wasn’t ready for such things but forced herself to do it for me. Why couldn’t she accept that I didn’t want to do these things, while she wasn’t ready? I took her by her shoulders and made sure she was looking at me. “Case… if we sleep with each other I want it because we want to be close to each other, not just because of sex.” Her eyes widened. “How could I ever thank you for all of this?”

I knew that she wouldn’t accept a “you don’t have to” so I chose: “With something you also like.” I laid one hand on her waist and after a moment she understood and smiled. She placed her arms around my neck and kissed me. The morning breath had worn off and I slightly pulled her towards me. We stood like this for an unknown amount of time until we intensified the kiss a little and then parted. Both of us were smiling. It felt so good, finally releasing all these feelings.

We remembered why we went downstairs in the first place and started making breakfast. We were finished just in time before my sister came down, holding Mia’s hand.

Both of her eyes were a little puffy and Sophie looked away when I noticed this. She was probably pretty ashamed that she cried but I was happy that she had found something or someone worth crying for her.

We ate while having casual small talk but no one mentioned anything from yesterday or this night. After we were finished, Mia offered that she and Casey could do the dishes. Sophie and I agreed to give the sisters some alone time and sat down in the living room. My sister still looked down, trying to hide that she had cried. “What happened last night, sis?” She was still my sister and I wanted to know what made her cry. It was probably nothing to worry about but Sophie usually never cried and I wanted to know the reason for this time.

“Cuddling is stupid.” She didn’t look up. “Why that?” Now I was interested. “You comfort someone. They fall asleep and then no one is there to comfort you.” Her voice sounded a little like she was about to cry again, but I decided to ignore that first. “You needed comfort?” She swallowed once and then looked at me. There really were tears in her eyes. “Yeah… I don’t know this relationship stuff. You surely know that Mia was suicidal once and she told me about that and then fell asleep and I thought about, what I would do if she did for real and I somehow cried.” She was sobbing while saying the last sentence and I could the pain in her eyes.

Sophie wasn’t the type of little sister that wanted hugs or comfort usually but at this moment she needed it. I opened my arms and she looked at me, trying to decide whether or not to take the offer. “Don’t tell anyone about this.” Then she accepted the hug.

I felt different than hugging Casey. For once, there were obviously no romantic feelings involved and second, Sophie was bigger and stronger than Casey, and third, Sophie had never done that before. She was hesitant at first because she hated being vulnerable, but after a while hugged me back. She silently cried on my shoulder and I almost laughed because this felt so surreal. After a minute, she pulled away and wiped the tears off her face. “Better now?” She nodded. “After all, I guess you’re a somewhat acceptable brother.” She stood up and walked back to the kitchen.

I was still stunned by the compliment I got. When I went back to the kitchen everything was already finished. Casey looked at me and began pulling me towards the stairs. “I couldn’t finish Math last time, you need to help me.” I already knew what would follow: “You mean you finished Matt instead?” My sister seemed to be normal again. Casey was already pulling me up the stairs and I couldn’t answer anymore.

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