Female 28.. Tell me if I’m sick or if this is really fucking hot? I just masterbated while having this vivid, kinda fucked up fantasy. nsfw

So, I just had this fantasy about 30 minutes ago and it became super realistic and I came harder than I ever had. I want to see what you all think and please tell me if I am wrong for imagining this.

As per the rules participants are F28, M38 and M38. Taboo connotations. Fantasy.

TLDR: I plan to suprise my husband and spice up our dying sex life. What happens is amazing but not what I expected.

Pics on my profile if you need a visual.

My husband and I have been married for 8 years and together 10. When we met I was 18 and he was 28. I loved that he was older and more experienced. He is a construction worker and had a strong build, perfect dark body hair, tanned skin, he was a rugby player in college and he still had the physique to show for it. I was a tiny little blonde with small tits and a round ass. We fit together and there were fireworks when we fucked.

10 years later and things have gotten really stale. I still find him attractive but he has let himself go in many ways. He is often tired and unenthusiastic. We have definitely hit a sexual wall.

One day he is at work and I am sat here thinking. I wish he would fuck me like he used to.

Then I think, maybe this is my problem. Maybe I am not turning him on anymore. I still have my small fit frame. My pussy is still tight and neat. But what if that isn’t enough anymore. What if I need to get creative.

He will be home in a couple of hours and even thinking about doing something naughty is making my heart race and my wetness is beginning to soak through my underwear.

I devise a plan to display myself on our bed for him to find on his return. I rummage through my draws and find some tights and stockings which will be perfect for what I have in mind.

I go downstairs and stick a note on the inside wall that says. ‘I am upstairs waiting for you. Take me.’

I proceed to undress and lay on my bed. I put on a blindfold and noise cancelling headphones. I tie my hands together with the tights. This is very tricky but the anticipation spurs me on. I know he will be leaving work soon and on his way to me. Once finally complete, I lay down on my bed with my arms above my head. All I can hear is my own heart beat racing. I wait.

It is hard to keep track of the time. Has it been 10 minutes or 30? What if he isn’t into this? What if he laughs? The doubt creeps in but my body knows what it needs. My pussy is wet and hot. I can feel a breeze from an open window making my nipples pert. I keep waiting.

The suspense pulses through me.

Suddenly I feel a strong breeze and feel a rattle through the house. It must be the front door opening. I can’t hear anything because of the headphones but I can feel his footsteps coming up the stairs. Then into our bedroom.

My heart feels like it could rip through my chest. I’m not sure I can wait any longer.

A few more moments pass and I think, why isn’t he doing anything? Why isn’t he touching me? I move my arms to take off my blindfold. But a strong hand grabs my wrists.

I swear that one touch almost made me explode right then.

He pushes my arms back above my head and begins to caress my body.

He rubs his hands over every inch of me. Softy stroking my inner thighs and then roughly squeezing my breasts. Kisses on my neck and bites on my nipples.

I begin to squirm and soft moans escape my lips. This is already the most erotic moment of my life.

Then he firmly pushes my legs open and with out missing a beat I feel his tongue go inside of me. I shudder with pleasure and my back arches uncontrollably. He has gone down on me many times, but never like this. He is assertive and passionate with his movements.

Before I have time to register this new sentation I feel his fingers enter. He is rough and vigorous. It is a glorious kind of ache as he stretches my neglected pussy.

He fucks me with his fingers so hard I can feel my body shifting up the bed.

I know I must be moaning louder than he has ever heard and he reacts by reaching his whole hand inside of me.

I am in a complete sensory overload. Pins and needles in my hands and feet. My legs quivering and my muscles convulsing.

I manage to speak one word… ‘please’

And he knows exactly what I want.

I feel his cock smash inside of me. It was like he took a running jump. He filled me up completely and I was in total uforia. My mind was gone in a fuzz of chemicals and love.

He fucks me hard and fast. Like a wild animal.

Our thighs are slapping and he pulls my body down to get deeper inside of me. My pussy is at it’s limits and I feel it tearing slightly but it is somehow a pleasurable pain.

I can sense he is getting close as he grabs handfuls of my ass and lifts my pelvis up.

‘yes.’ I say.

And he thrusts so hard he hits a spot I didn’t know existed. I scream and my pussy tightens.

I feel the pressure inside of me as he fills me up with his cum.

He thrusts three more times. Slow and deep. He pulls himself out and kisses my soaked pussy one last time.

I lay there. Panting. In shock. Delirious. Successful. His cum dripping from me.

Minutes pass and the fog begins to clear.

When I come to my senses I take off my blind fold and headphones. I look around the room but he must have gone to wash up in the bathroom.

Instinctively I reach for my phone and have 2 missed calls and a message from my husband.

The message read.. ‘Going out for drinks with the boys. Don’t wait up.’

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