[FM] Last time with my FWB before becoming exclusive with my boyfriend.

This was about 3 years ago but I still think about it often. I am 28 now but this happened when I was 25. I had just finished my masters degree and moved to a new city. Moved into an awesome apartment and was having tons of fun. It was summer and I was going out every weekend not really looking for anything serious.

One night I got introduced to a guy named Jay. He was super cocky and I could just tell he knew or thought he could get any girl in the room. I am fairly reserved, wear glasses and not revealing clothing and was not used to him giving me attention . He was tall, tan, muscular and had tattoos, which while being objectively beautiful was not really my type. He seemed way too hot for me making me nervous to even talk to him. I wanted to be bold tho and flirted with him and ended up giving him my number.

We texted throughout the week and agreed to watch a movie at his place the next weekend. It’s embarrassing how easily he got me in bed and how much I was drooling over him despite convincing myself I was into shy guys. He also showed me I knew nothing about sex. I wasn’t a virgin but all I had under my belt was a string of one night stands which I never really enjoyed and it all felt rather awkward. With jay it was never awkward, I felt sexy and he was so sexy I wanted it over and over again.

Over the summer we were having sex any chance we could get. I was his booty call and I didn’t care. He taught me how to have sex he was like my sex professor. Showing me all sorts of kinks I didn’t even know I had. I started gaining such my confidence in myself with his encouragement. He loved that underneath my conservative clothing was a slut waiting to be unleashed.
We had public sex, he tied me up and to top it all off his cock was big thick and wonderful. It had this ability to make me cum almost automatically and aesthetically was perfect.

As this goes tho jay and I didn’t really mesh on a relationship level. I can admit I wanted one – he didn’t. He was always upfront this was a FWB situation but I always wondered what it would be like to date him. I tried but he gently said if that’s what I wanted I should look elsewhere. He had his reasons, he still liked his ex and he was in the military so he knew he wouldn’t around long but it still hurt.

Even tho the sex was wonderful with jay, I wanted more. I started dating again and met an amazing guy – Ryan . He checked all the boxes he was sweet, he was more my type (slightly nerdy in a cute way) and always wanted to listen to me. We hit it off immediately and would spend hours talking. The only thing about ryan was that the sexual chemistry didn’t see to be all there – to be honest I was still seeing jay when I dated Ryan (Ryan and I were not exclusive) and I think this sort of made it hard to connect with Ryan.

Ryan wanted more with me he wanted it all and asked me to fully be exclusive with him. It was what I really wanted but I knew I needed to fully give up jay.

I called jay to tell him what I planned and he said come over to get some of my things. I’m not going to lie and say I didn’t know what would happen. I knew exactly what was going to happen and wanted it.

To this day it was the best sex I’ve ever had. Right when I walked through to the door jay took me and kissed me so deep in such a longing way. He immediately stripped me and ravenously devoured my body kissing each part with a hunger. Telling me he was going to miss each part of me and if I was sure this is what I wanted.

He told me he understood why I was doing this but just wanted to enjoy one last night with me. It made me want him to hear this. I realized how much I would miss his arms, his confidence, his cock.

Even tho we were just FWB it was emotional to let him go and I held on to him as he held me tight. The sex with him was usually fun, wild and rough.

This night it was completely different. It slow, intense then he would switch to rough almost angry with me. Grabbing me tightly and with a animalistic passion. It was so good I started crying. The way he could just flip me into any position effortlessly and keep his rhythm was literally too much for me to handle and I would cum uncontrollable while feeling all the emotions of it all and have tears running down my face. I remember telling him how good he was and thanking him.

I think it was 5 hours of on and off sex until we finally collapsed from exhaustion falling asleep all sweaty and naked in his bed in each other’s arms. I thanked him and said goodbye one last time with a blowjob to wake him up.

That day, I became exclusive with Ryan and married him 2 years after that. Ryan is my best friend and I love him so much. Sometimes tho at night when I can’t sleep – like tonight – I like to imagine my last night with jay.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/vky2ue/fm_last_time_with_my_fwb_before_becoming