This morning, I gave my boyfriend a blowjob before work and swallowed his cum and I haven’t been able to stop thinking of it since. I am a really sexually repressed person with a lot of hidden kinks, but it’s kind of hard for me to express myself sexually without feeling really embarrassed. One of these hidden kinks is being turned into a total slut, being degraded, etc.
At work, all I could think about was sucking cock and getting railed from the behind. As soon as I got home, I showered, grabbed my vibrator, and went to absolute town on myself. I asked my boyfriend to come over after work, and I have been masturbating and orgasming on and off for about the past three hours and I still feel so horny.
I usually read some sort of hentai manga online to get me off, but honestly, what really pushes me to orgasm every time is just calling myself a slut in my head. Telling myself how desperate and degraded I am. It makes me cum in seconds, like an automatic switch to my clit. I want to be a totally degraded little whore. I want to be used and fucked hard.
On the surface, I’m pretty unassuming and shy, but it kind of excites me more to know I have that sort of reputation to others, yet as soon as I get home all I want to do is fuck myself senseless and make myself cum.
It’s embarrassing, but deep down I really just want to be trained to be a total slut. I want to be seen sexually. I want to cum ten times every day and I want to be used to satisfy others.
Okay, well, that’s my first ever post here… I just needed to get this out of my system.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/vc19wb/i_think_i_am_shy_and_slutty_fm
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