I’m ashamed to admit this but I [F]18 masturbated myself during class

So first of all I want to say that I’m from italy, even tho I’ve been living in America for many years now, I still often get confused with the lenguage especially when writing, so don’t be too hard on me in case of any nasty grammar mistakes.

I’m kinda ashamed of sharing this, I’m guessing most of you share your stories here because you find them hot (and to an extent I might do aswell) but mostly I’m doing this because I kinda need to get it off my chest.

Before going into what happened I would like to explain my background a little, I’m pretty much a total nymphomaniac, I’ve always had a really high sex drive, even since a child I would be curious about sex way more than any other girls my age, and as a teenager I just went completely crazy with it and would finger myself way more than I would like to admit, I would also very often watch porn, and when I wasn’t doing neither of those I would find myself fantasizing about sexual scenarios in my head. So yes, I’m pretty sure I’m a nympho. And sadly for me I find most of the guys I know really unattractive and don’t have a partner so I have to deal with this urges myself.

Anyway, thing is that about two weeks ago my urges got way out of hand and I realized having this intrusive thoughts so often was becoming unhealthy for me, so I decided I would avoid masturbating for at least one whole week, I tried avoiding social media, since pictures of guys I find hot or even anything sexual can often trigger me, the first days were really hard for me and I felt tempted to do it all the time, however after a couple of days it became easier.

I had managed to do five days straight controling myself and now it was Wednesday night and I was about to go to sleep when suddenly an immense urge kicked in, like if all the days I had been containing myself just came out at once, never before in my life I had felt remotely as horny as then and thats something considering how I am. I tried watching some YouTube videos in order to distract myself but it was pretty much impossible, luckily for me I had slept really bad the day before and now was really late so it didn’t took much time for me to fall sleep, otherwise I would have fingered myself to oblivion right there. I woke up the next day in the morning and the first thing I noticed was this feeling as if my crotch was on fire, I really needed to do something about it however now it was time for me to get ready for school (I’m on my last year of highschool) so I thought to myself I would just deal with it until I came back home after school.

During my first class in the morning I just couldn’t help it, I was totally zoning out and couldn’t understand a single word that my teacher was saying, I could just think of, well, you know. I spent two hours straight not paying attention and just fantasizing. Now my second class had started and I just couldn’t handle it any longer, so I thought, fuck it, I’m gonna ask to go to the bathroom and do it there, so I asked my teacher’s permission, she told me that today’s lesson was really important and it was best if I didn’t miss anything. Fuck now I was getting so desperate that suddenly a crazy idea crossed my mind, I was wearing a skirt so it wasn’t that hard for me to touch myself down there, I got sure no one was watching and then I slowly got my hand under my underwear and made my fingers go inside of me, it felt so, so, so good, I wanted to start moaning really badly but I had to control myself so instead I just kinda breath heavily like an idiot.

Of course I didn’t want anyone to notice so I had to do it really slowly and stop at times, I was also sitting fairly far from everyone else so it wasn’t that hard to pull off. I spent a whole hour since the class started until it finished fingering myself, once the class had finishined everyone was bussy organizing their books and leaving the classroom so I took advantage of that to go all out on myself for some seconds, I began moving my hand stupidly fast, which caused stupid me to let out a moan, it wasn’t super noticeable but it was fairly loud, no one really heard it except for my teacher who turned around and looked at my with an expression on her face as if she thought “The fuck are you doing?” and said to me “what?”, I just tried to keep calm while internally screaming and replied with an akward “oh, no, nothing”. As I began standing up from my sit in order to leave I felt something kinda sticky on it, it was totally covered in fluids aswell as my skirt and underwear, so I grabbed my bottle of water and just poured it all over me and pretended it was an accident with the water, teacher of course made me clean it but still a better outcome than getting caught I guess..?
so yeah.. I’ll try never doing something that stupid ever again.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/uv2sap/im_ashamed_to_admit_this_but_i_f18_masturbated