When my husband (29M) and I (23F) first started seeing each other, I was still having sneaky links with other men. He was known to fuck around with random women and I thought at the time, our relationship wasnt serious. My husband and I were working nightshifts for different companies.
There was a 2-day get together for our company to celebrate hitting our goals and all that. I went but I was still keeping in touch with my husband the entire time, I would chat him, call him and all that. Night came and we were all drinking. We were sat in a circle by the garden and it was cold. My boss let me borrow his blanket but he stuck his hand in it and held my hand. I was shocked but held his hand too. A few hours later I told the group Id go on and sleep as I was really tired. Around this time there were only about 7 of us left. Unknowingly, my boss followed me to the room. The other coworkers were already sound asleep in their beds and someone took my bed. As I was looking for a vacant one, my boss said we could share his bed since he had a bigger bed and could fit us both. I said okay, and we laid there silent, my back against him, when he suddenly hugged me. I could feel his erection on my back and I was getting hot. I shrugged it off first, but he whispered in my ear if he could kiss me. I thought for a second but turned around and kissed him. I held his hard dick and stroked it while he was inserting his fingers in me. He then pulled me to the side and put his dick in me, I could feel how hot and hard he is. He kissed my ear and told me how long he wanted to do this. We kept quiet as we had workmates around us. We decided to go out of the room and continue the deed outside. It was still risky as we could get caught when someone goes out the door, but we were clouded by lust. He bent me over the staircase railings and pounded me hard. We finished off and acted as if nothing happened.
We went back to work the next week and we would be sending dirty messages at work. I would intentionally wear short skirts with no underwear as I was seated in front of him, but we couldn’t be too showy as his girlfriend works on the same floor as us, and my coworkers know I have a boyfriend too. Shortly after I was promoted and was moved next to his desk. I once grabbed his dick under the table and stroked it while casually having a conversation with him. One wrong move and everyone could see what we were doing. It was the risk factor, I guess, that was making us so horny for each other. we would see each other on weekends and sometimes after work to relieve ourselves.
Couple months pass by and my husband, had a feeling that something was going on. Ofcourse I kept denying everything, but at that time, I had already ended things with my boss and even left the company. I dont know how but I was confronted by my husband as he said he already knew. We had a huge fight and even broke up but we managed to overcome all this and now were married. We dont even bring it up anymore, but a couple days ago, we were having our indoor date night when he suddenly told me something along the lines of “When you were cheating on me, I knew the whole time. It turns me on to imagine you with another man. How horny you both must’ve been for each other. I kept it going and didnt confront you to keep my fantasy, but also let you know that I had hints to keep you from falling completely for him” I honestly dont know how to react. I know I was wrong, but I am a completely different person now and I am a fully devoted mother and wife. He mentioned that he spoke to the guy after I left the company, but he only asked him for details on where we had sex and what did we do. He would then imagine the scenarios and masturbate to it. He said it was his kink. Not the one where he sees me getting fucked by someone else, but his kink is knowing im cheating on him, and imagining the whole sex scenario.
I dont know what to do or how to react. I dont have anyone to share this too and I was just wanting to let this out Also, anyone knows people who have this kink too?
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/u77izo/fm_i_cheated_on_my_husband_but_he_likes_it
I have this kink, it’s called being a cuckold
I would say to enjoy it!