I’ll be having sex with my boyfriend tonight even though I’m a Muslim and it’s Ramadan [MF]

So this is something I never thought I’d be doing and I really wanna share it. Me and my boyfriend (who isn’t Muslim) have been dating for 3 years and in the past anytime Ramadan has come up I’ve managed to hold myself for the month. But I don’t understand what is wrong with me one week in.

I’ve grown up in a pretty religious Arab/Muslim household so the idea of boyfriends were always a no. However, ever since I got into my first relationship at 20 with my boyfriend I’ve willingly had sex since. He’s extremely sweet and sexy and understands my hardships and having to be a bit sneaky. Having sex before marriage was something I never fathomed. But as you can tell that’s well out the window.

Yesterday though was the first time we had sex during Ramadan in our 3 year relationship. I picked him up from his apartment while I should’ve been fasting and we fucked in the forest of our nature center. I had never done it before and it was completely off impulse to have sex during this month.

I still feel extremely horny. And even though I shouldn’t be having sex this month (or at all) we compromised and I’ll be going over his house nearly every single night where he promised to “pound my brown pussy senselessly” and I can’t say no anymore. So tonight I’ll be telling my parents that I’m going to hangout with some friends but I’m really going over to his apartment to shack up with him. Because I honestly can’t hold it anymore.

I’ll provide an update when I get home although I don’t know what time that’ll be. Just pray for me 😭

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/u06m90/ill_be_having_sex_with_my_boyfriend_tonight_even