Married[f] and attracted to white men

I live in India, highly educated, worked in MNC’S and now running my own beauty parlor with a very successful married life. I am a very fortunate and outgoing woman. I have my day mostly occupied with work and regular chores. Loves to pursue my passions and quite attentive about the human relationships. This post, in my opinion, not intended to be “sultry” but to express or validate my natural urge for white men.

The inducement might be for the reason that I have worked with a guy from UK virtually few years back. We were quite professional, I had to pass on the information to him mostly through emails and phone. He is authoritative yet was super polite. There was a time we had a formal zoom call for two straight hours which was actually scheduled to be for 45 mins. We went beyond the formal time just to know about each other. About culture, food and other fun stuff. He is also married and are still connected on linkedin.

Being a south asian girl I have this fascination for white men(who are deep-rooted with responsibility and reverence for emotions) since I was in my college(not sure). Lately, I am reading stories and movies that features white men and Indian woman now I am worried that I may get sexually confined. On the other side, sometimes I immensely enjoy this fantasy (could think of any other word) personally. I am quite unreserved and this post is the only outlet I have in my mind. I always believe that this is not normal and I am overanalyzing things.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/t7vdau/marriedf_and_attracted_to_white_men