I realised why I’m an exhibitionist [f]

Another secret that’s definitely too much for my regular account 🤫

I love getting off outdoors. Especially in the sun (that’s the short version).

Lately I’ve been mastering the art of the sneaky ninja rub in public and thinking about how I got this kink.

I was reminiscing this morning about something that happened a while back and realised it’s probably my kink origin story. I’m not great at writing but I really wanted to share. Hope this is the right sub for it.

I was living alone in an apartment above some shops when I was 19. I had this weird section on my rooftop where I could climb out my bedroom window, get high and sunbanke. I had a little mattress out there, it was nice.

I was out there listening to music one day and heard a knock on the door but ignored it. I was naked and there wasn’t anyone I needed to see.

I was covered in coconut oil lying on my back soaking up the sun, with my eyes closed and I was feeling really good.

I had my legs spread and I was just playing with my clit, not really having a proper rub, just playing, every now and then dipping a finger inside my pussy to feel how much wetter I was getting, just mindlessly wiping my pussy juices over my clit, enjoying how slippery it was.

I started fantasising, at the time I had a massive crush on my boss, he was older than I’d normally be into but something about his energy just turned me on so much. He was gentle but dominant, like I’m sure I would do anything he told me to do.

I close my eyes and remember how he looked when I left work the day before. He called me around behind his desk to ask how to do a thing on his computer, and when we’re done he kinda turned his chair to face me, sitting back with his hips kinda pushed forward a little and knees apart looking up at me. It doesn’t sound like much but I was really trying not to blush and I think he noticed. He seemed amused and asked me what I’m doing on the weekend.

So I guess I had that moment replaying while I’m tracing little circles into my clit with my index finger. Just very softly. Slowly. Dipping two fingers into my pussy this time, going back and forth between my clit and my pussy, just enjoying how slippery it feels.

I’m thinking about my boss inviting me to sit on his lap. Telling me all the things he’s been wanting to do to me while he’s slowly undoing my shirt.

I’m so turned on at this point I’m kinda squirming because I really wanna go hard and fast but I also wanted to savour it for as long as possible. This was before I even knew what edging was.

I’m wondering what he’d be like to make out with, I imagine he likes to take his time, very passionate, kissing my neck, massaging my tits, growling softly.. he’s pulls my skirt up, puts his hand under my knee, spreads my legs, and starts rubbing my clit through my underwear.

I’m really in the moment now, I start rubbing my clit a little bit harder, my breath getting heavier, almost panting, and I can’t help but speed up, thinking about getting bent over my bosses desk and fucked hard from behind with his leather belt looped around my neck and pulled back tight.

I dip my fingers into my pussy again, I still remember how ridiculously wet I was, and start getting in nice and deep, curling my fingers up, really hitting the spot, and keeping a nice rhythm. I feel like I’m about to cum and this time I can’t stop.

I’m rubbing my clit, long strokes up and down and it feels so fucking good. I start rubbing faster and faster and my pussy is throbbing so hard, I’m whimpering quietly (trying not to let the people in the cafe below hear me), fuck it feels amazing, my whole body is shaking while I keep rubbing, my pussy convulses so hard and I kinda got lost in the moment and let out a moan, I couldn’t help it, it was so intense.

I just melt into my mattress and sigh and enjoy my post orgasm buzz for a minute. I felt my skin burning and went to roll over. That’s when I saw him.

And.

It wasn’t my boss (sorry).

It was my neighbour. Standing at my bedroom window with the most sinister grin.

I was mortified. I grabbed my robe and put it over me and I’m apologising (I have no idea why), I’m so embarrassed. I see this guy all the time and usually stop for a chat. He’s like, 30+ and kinda attractive, if that matters.

I still can’t believe how bold he was just standing there. He was like, oh I heard your music up and let myself in (still grinning). I don’t even remember what he wanted but there was a short exchange and then he left.

So I guess that’s the origin story to my favourite kink.

Now tell me yours.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/t7rpbk/i_realised_why_im_an_exhibitionist_f