(CW: cutting)
I’d struggled to orgasm for a long time. I knew I had dark kinks, but I tried to suppress and deny them. I was sick of always going nowhere when I masturbated.
Until one day, I had an idea…
I had a blade from a pencil sharpener out, and I thought of the idea of cutting myself while masturbating, so I got the blade and my vibe, and did it. It was only faint cuts, on my tits, they’ve mostly faded but if you looked close you could see the mark.
Feeling the rush of the pain mixed with the pleasure of the blade, feeling the blood come out, it definitely worked and it made me cum. I was so shaky afterwards when I had to clean up. I been able to do it again, between sharing a house, my fluctuating libido and the courage to even do that, I haven’t really had a good opportunity. But that’s the first orgasm I ever had. I’ve sexed and stuff since, and while it makes me wet I haven’t fully orgasmed, but I like the feeling of being wet and turned on in itself.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/sxb7gi/the_first_time_i_f_19_was_able_to_orgasm
Very nice story. Most people are afraid of something like this but it can be very exciting to do it.