[F] – I let my bestfriend’s BF have his way with me when he was drunk and she was passed out

I’m kinda the worst looking girl in our friend group .. my friends are a lot hotter and more attractive which always made the boys use me as a bridge to them… I would just get attention until they can reach them and then I get ghosted by the boys … like the farthest I would get with any , is a quick doggy style where they just imagined being with one of them instead of me .. like all I got from these men was just them wanting sex until they can get closer to the others and leave me.

So yea I guess I was kind of a cuck and a bridge to those hotter girls … as I watched a lot my crushes end up with my closer and hotter friends and would just see them hook up and even hear them do it sometimes and so on lol

So one day after a party, my bestfriend kinda got so drunk and needed help to go home so I helped her boyfriend to bring her home .. so I helped them and drove them both home and helped him carry her to bed.. while I was leaving after , he was like talking to me and thanking me … but then he started groping my ass and kinda just started to play with my body and got his dick out which was quite hung honestly…

I was kinda stunned not knowing what to do , knowing that this is all wrong and I’m fucking up my bestfriend, but he was so hot and I haven’t had someone like him for a while, and it was the first time ever where I was the one wanted by the guy over his own girl … so it was a new situation to me even tho I knew it was wrong to betray my bestfriend and I also knew that he was just drunk and horny and only cared about sex but I was just stunned by the situation that I let it happen….

I got on my knees and started sucking his dick .. it was hung and like I was going slow and nicely but he just held my head and started fucking it even tho I asked him to be slow with it..

And after a few minutes of fucking my mouth, he flipped me , bent me over and pulled my pants down and put his dick in me ..

And he just started fucking me from behind very aggressively until he came inside and then just told me to leave … he was literally just using me as a fleshlight to cum since his hot gf was passed out .. and I just ended up walking home , full of his cum and shame … for betraying my bestfriend just for a small satisfaction and because he was hot…

We never spoke about what happened and we acted as if nothing happened … but now whenever he’s drunk and his gf isn’t around.. he kinda just start touching me until he fucks me to cum and leaves …

I don’t know why I still let him use me in such humiliating fashion and I always feel shame and feel pathetic after, but I guess for a few seconds I feel hotter than I actually am and feel like for once I’m better than my friend even if I know I’m not and he just wanted a hole lol…

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/sndptn/f_i_let_my_bestfriends_bf_have_his_way_with_me