[F] how a frat party train ruined my reputation in college

I’m not gonna tell the long story cause it’s very long . But yea I was a freshman girl, i was quite insecure and lonely :. So I tried to participate in many parties to try and meet friends or potential dates.

Also freshman girls would be invited to many frat parties because frat boys like to have fun with innocent freshman girls and because to us new comers those boys are like so hot and we would be easily attracted to them cause of their looks and popularity…

And ofcourse a lot of those frat parties would end up in getting drunk and waking up next to a one of the boys not knowing really what happened because alcohol was t my strong suit. But that happened to a lot of girls … and even if I didn’t like the fact that I did that…. But part of me thought that this made me friends with the guy and made him attracted to me . Where in reality he just wanted a hole so he can empty himself and I was that to him

Until one day , same thing kinda happened but like I woke up and the party was kinda over other than few guys, one of which was just hitting on me very sexually… like he was gropping me and all and I was still kinda drunk so I didn’t resist much , also he was hot so idk I let it be.

But to my surprise, he kept going right there and then , I told him we can go in a private room , he refused and kept going until I was naked and he was behind me bending me over and doing me in front of the other guys .. during which they would cheer him and he would brag to them ..

And then he kinda invited them to touch me like « give her a spank » or so , then « get it out let her suck it » etc.. it kept going and going until I found them just taking turns and touching me all..

I wasn’t happy with it cause like I only wanted him and also that made me feel like an object to all of them but I didn’t stop them and didn’t really resist idk why. Maybe I was drunk or it was just my body enjoying it too much that my mind didn’t say much ..

But ofcourse in their eyes I was a horny slut that wanted all their dicks which kinda gave me that reputation in college … and guys would come up to me a lot and I would get train offers often , which I hated cause I didn’t wanna be this but the reputation never left me and sometimes I would give in because it was the only way for me to get some attention ( which I’m not proud of doing )

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/rwmgir/f_how_a_frat_party_train_ruined_my_reputation_in