– Part One –
I’ve got a problem. My crush of 5 years now, has absolutely broken me.
Let’s take things slow and start from the beginning. My name is John and I’m pretty much the closest thing to your average guy as possible. Standing about 5’9’, my taller friends sometimes tease me for my height but I feel like I’ve got pretty thick skin from a someone strict upbringing and years in public school. But let’s be honest… you don’t care about me at all. You clicked this story for me to tell you about the most perfect, absolutely stunning girl I’ve ever had the pleasure of keeping company, the girl I’ve been in love with for 5 years now and counting…
Emma.
I’ve fantasized about almost every scenario you can think of with her, sexual or otherwise. Sexually, I mainly fantasize about her with other guys. I’m a cuck, plain and simple, and since I can’t have her to myself, I can’t stop myself from getting off to being stuck in her friendzone. I pay for meals whenever she allows it, buy her gifts, and compliment her constantly. I help her with guy issues and even let her use me as one of her girlfriends to talk about her problems with, often her dissatisfaction with not being able to find a guy good enough for her. Non-sexually, I find myself constantly daydreaming about just taking her on a date, maybe a romantic picnic, and just telling her how much I care about her, maybe just having the chance to hold her hand.
But… well, unfortunately that’ll never happen. Like I said, I’ve been into her for 5 years, and that literally marks the moment I met her which was in 11th grade of High School. Having both graduated now, I can confidently say that for me, she’s the one, the one I could see myself living out a dream, fairy tale romance with and giving my all to. But… I mean, like I said that’ll never happen.
She’s just not that into me.
I’d like to elaborate and tell you what the issue is, but honestly she’s never told me or really implied what it was, it’s just that she’s not interested in me in a romantic way and while it hurts, I can definitely understand it. Love is a two way street, and the fact is, she’s never been all that interested in driving it with me. But she does really, really like me and we’re closer to each other than either of us are to anyone else in our lives, and for that I am so, so grateful. We get along so perfectly, almost never arguing, have an identical sense of humor, and legitimately just are made to be best friends. We’ve even talked about maybe becoming roommates someday.
Fuck, I’ve already written a lot. Basically, just to wrap up the backstory here, I’ve made a move on her. Twice. It didn’t work either time. Just the simple stuff, “I think we’re better as friends,” “I just don’t feel that way about you, I’m so, so sorry,” all that. And they weren’t just words. I genuinely hurt her by making her reject me and I hate myself for that.
But somewhere a switch flipped for her, a switch that made her immune to that guilt. It’s hard to completely place when that was but whenever it was, it marked a moment that would change my life forever.
Actually, maybe there was. Let’s take things back to 5 months ago.
Somehow, she must’ve found out about this kink and realized she was into it too because for weeks, her teasing started to steadily get worse and worse. While Emma had never been much of a “hoe”, she’d gotten a ton of attention from guys over the years and was super outgoing so she didn’t exactly shoot them down. With me, she’d never been remotely flirty but during this time, she started to settle into her rightful position as an unattainable target to me. One day, she told me she wanted to try a new ice cream shop and without hesitation, I offered to take her there and pay. When we met up, she was wearing one of those crop tops that still shows cleavage and cuts off high enough that us lucky boys get to see her perfect body curve into those tight, high-waisted jeans. Emma, a small, 5’2’ brunette with average, yet perfectly sized tits and a cute ass, was literally the most perfect person I’d ever laid eyes on and today, she was as stunning as ever. When she got into my car, I felt privileged to be sitting in the seat opposite of her. Causally, she smiled at me and said, “hey.”
The next part is going to sound like I’m making it up, but this isn’t the first time I’ve done this. I opened my mouth to respond, doing my best not to sound as overwhelmed as I was, and… well… nothing came out. She made direct eye contact with me as I simply opened my mouth at her in an attempt to greet this Goddess in front of me and hopelessly failed. I swallowed, loudly, and said, weakly “hey- sorry my mouth was dry.”
She stared at me for a few seconds, car door still open, and in that moment, I fucking hated myself. I knew she’d be angry at me, frustrated that her best friend was still obsessed with her and she’d have to continue to feel bad about about rejecting me.
Finally, she broke the eye contact. She glanced down at her breasts and then back at me. Then a little smile crossed her face.
“Should I change?”
My cock literally threatening to tear a hole through my khaki shorts, I much too quickly responded, “-No, no that’s okay, I promise, that’s fine.”
She stared at me for another couple seconds, with a look that I’d maybe describe as… seductive? I don’t really know, I’m still a virgin, I don’t really have much of a point of reference. But whatever it was made me feel equally horny and weak, and I couldn’t tell if I was grateful or disappointed when she turned to close the door.
“Okay well let’s go,” she said, causally, as if nothing had happened. But I could tell she was still smiling.
– End Of Part One –
A very subtle start, but that’s the point. Each part will get a bit more brutal than the last. I wrote it from John’s perspective so you can truly experience alongside him the process of having your masculinity slowly taken away from you from a small, petite Goddess.
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If I’m satisfied with the response to Part One, Part Two may come very, very soon 💗
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